im too afaird to lose you___

2007-05-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

im not blogging here for good anymore.
blogspot somehow sucks. it keeps giving me fucking error and cannot lode page which really makes me feel like killing people around me.
so whateves.
if u really care where the fuck im bloggin at now.
come ask me personally from my tagboard.
and im find my ways to let you know where the hell im in.
but i doubt so anyone will bother asking.
so whatever man.
im gone for good from this old place.

2007-04-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

been busy recently
granny's hospitalise
but now she is at home
i hope she would be able to get through this stage
been crying alot recently also
ha!
and also quarreling alot

movies on fri
theONE on sat
every weekends now is like always movies movies
and tao-hui
ha!
how boring can sg get man seriously
late night out are getting boring
whatever
gonna start studying soon
=]
bye

2007-04-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

i think i shld stop being lazy and start to update this blog of mine soon
i shall start so by doing it tml
=D
anyway
sorry for not updating and like missing in action
dont mean to
so anyhows
i have to visit the toilet now

<3

2007-02-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

im finally blogging after not-so-long
ha!
anyway
great days spending every now and then
had a quarrel with shawn the other day
sorry baby
<3

thurs was clubbing at M.O.S w/ baby, hongfai, funing, weicheng, kebbie & lin cheong
totaly fun-ness that day
ha!
gt myself blood shot eyes for i dunno wad reasons
didnt dare to get drunk
coz i keep kana suan b4 i even drink
!#$$@
had my first taste of tequilla pop
HWA HWA!
dancing & drinking all night
NICE !

fri i meet up with sabrina for drinking @ clarke quay
was at highlanders and drank lychee martini
my face was red like dunno wad like that
lucky i didnt laugh to myself that day
=p
watch norbit that day
abit seh seh when i was watching
so super sleepy that time oso
lols

sat i met nini for lunch/dinner @ yishun
had duck KWAY CHAP!!
wahh. im so in love with duck now la
den aft tt bf join
and den drove us to plaza sing. for a little walk
=]

sun meet bf for lunch at his relative's house
den ltr went to church
had duck rice for dinner
LOL!
DUCK AGAIN !!!!!!
yum yum
den back to bf hse aft tt
den he was mahjong-ing with his family and hongfai so i went home
=D

today i woke up late to go back sch to pass elise things
nbbb
need to bind den everyone in sch not free
fuck that stupid jean
that money-minded bitch
so i went out to bind den came back
elise on the phone so long
lucky sabrina accompanied me
so we were like talking and all
hahaha!
lunch aft @ town
=D
den home to rest a little while and to work
shit la
im in a urgent need for a job man
so so so bored at home
i dun like staying
coz my stupid brother like to give me alot of stupid complains about me
he super the kaopei this few days
his brain gt some maggots growing i think
he cant think str8
and i keep kana bully by that fat pig when im home
he went to hide my mouse juz now
knn
he deserves to die man
such a big fat pig who loves to walk ard naked in the house showing off his penis
wad a sick bastard
!#$#$%

byebye
no more dirty talking liao
and complainings too
if not im gg to go to the kitchen to take out a knife and kill my fat brother soon
=D

since you said
everything about you change
my feelings starts going deeper each day
thanks baby
<3

2007-02-20T12:01:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year to all.

have been hanging around with shawn this two days

didnt get to accompany my family till like today?

lols

so anyway

its nothing much to talk about anyway

but i got self adore picture to haolian about

AHAHAHAHA !

2007-02-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger

dumb blogger

always say i key in wrong password

the program thinks that im a bot

K.N.S

!%@$^&!%@$^&&^*^@#

happy valentine's day to all

and of course to myself

i so love yesterday

though it was a short period with my boyfriend

sorry i didnt take any pic too

cause shawn forget to bring la

ahahah!

so anyway

met him in the afternoon

was suppose to be there before 12

coz im suppose to receive the flowers @ that time

but i overslept

!!!

den after that

we drag drag till 3 plus pick his grandparents up for massage @ singapore shopping centre

before that i went to collect my contact lens and shawn's spec

den i drop off at plaza sing.

to buy my levi's jeans

is like so damn shitty la

i spent like 30mins there juz to choose wad jeans i wan

finally gotten one

but is fucking long

have to fold it up

-_-
after that walk to where shawn is

waited for him den send his mom and grandparents to novena

the jam is so OMG la

later after that

went to clarke quay for our dinner

the food is SUPER SUPER NICE

<3>had my first try of baileys

hahaha!

den walked around a little till funing come

slack-d den off to town for movies and tao hui

rocher tao hui is nice

vry soft and is the sweetness is juz nice

movies @ cathay w/ shawn, funing, hongfai, eric & nini

epic movie is a fucking lame show

no story line no nothing

juz craps

ha!

geylang for supper

frog leg porridge

i didnt eat much coz i still feel full

went shopping with the guys on tues

bugis is craps

juz like today

craps craps craps

the clothes are like so shitty

and the crowd is tmd the fuck

i swear nv to go bugis until i see nice clothes there

now i have to go marina tml to settle my one more top and shoes

-_-
i feel like drowning singapore la

so small, every thing also so limited

!@#^&a;*

thanks for the love you shelter

sorry to always hurt you again and again

despite all this

you forgive me and give me another chance to change

nice right?
LOL
but the colour pixel sucks la
plus the flower liks abit going to die liao
yawnsss
i feel hunrgy
<3>

2007-02-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

i finally ended my attachment

i so missed nobel

have been like slacking and going out to meet up with shawn

life is like so boring

have to faster look for a job and start saving money

anyway

wed is a tanning day for me @ yishun safra

didnt really tan much though

HAHAHHAAH

thurs i woke up early to go back to school den to ssdc to settle my things

chongpang market for lunch and making my contact lenses

aft tt home to rest a little while den off to punggol to work

friday was suppose to go tanning

but coz xinni was going bugis

i intend to tag along with her

w/ vanessa and puiyen and puiyen and her two friends

den dinner at parklane fried wanton noodles stall opp bugis

ktv-ing @ theONE in town till 4 plus

shit leh. why gt no movies to watch till nxt wk?

!@#

sat i went back office to settle some stuffs for my school

super dumb la

i feel like burning dwn IDS

that shit school of mine

den stayed till 1 plus den home to put my things down and faster off to serangoon to meet shawn

got myself a 1 hr tan

ha!

my front is more chaota than my back

aft tt went to clarke quay to look for restaurant for vday

den off to chinatown for another ktv-ing

total tiredness i tell you

2 straight days of singing is so tiring

b4 that we had dinner @ food street

the food was not bad budden too oily already la

i have like juz accumulate like 2kg fats aft eating those oily food

and i realise

i haven been having a good appetite since aft attachment

is like i feel hungry easily

den when the food is placed infront of me

i only manage to eat half of it and i feel total full liao

i think i gt some problems with me la

2007-02-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

sorry if this blog is getting to dust day by day
ha!
=\
busy and lazy to update it
so anyhow
countdown to finsing attachment
2 more days
im so gonna missed tt place la
=]

juz came from the AMK new KBox plaza
had K-lunch session w/ the shawn and the guys
den came back coz i stained my white colour pants
!@#
so what the hell can
stupid
i hate my mens for this mth and the cramp too
almost so sick i cannot walk properly
anyway
went JB yesterday to do up my hair
HA!
i love my new look ok?
shall upload the pic soon if i gt self adore myself
=p
den night was prata @ prata house
had my plaster prata
HWA HWA
<3 <3

valentine's day is juz around the corner
shawn and i had planned to go down clarke quay for dinner
so one of this days we are going to take a walk dwn clarke quay to have our choice of food for tt particular day
^-^
so excited for that day
i hope it wont be like another crying day for me like last yr

and OMG la.
im so in love with aaron kwok's AI QING
super nice song
HA!

shit. i haven updated my logbook
=[
haven done any shopping for my new year clothes
so is like i ask joey if she is able to make it.
she say ok a
pray hard wont kana aaput areoplane
so bored @ home now
feel like sleepin but ltr im gg out to meet shawn for epic movie
IF that show is out already
cant wait cant wait

i cant wait for CNY man
=D

alright.
stop crapping liao
this month's confession is that
IM TOO ATTITUDE LIAO

2007-01-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lacks in update
have been having alot of late nights recently
so anyway i said i wanted to change my blogskin
but then sorry. no nice one to change plus im super lazy
=p
finally decided what i want to do after attachment
going back to study my O lvl
i hope i dun slack
better faster find a tuition teacher la
-.-
i wanna find a part time after attachment.
wanna go back waraku and work with joey & serene
but then so sad shawn dun allow

anyway
im so into singing now
i dunno for wad reasons oso la
so is like now im listening to more chinese songs than eng
!!!

sorry i cant tink of anything to write
is like so long since ive blog
i almost forgotten wad i wanted to write
argh!!!

is time for JB trip
to make myself up for CNY
=D
and bangkok trip with shawn and the guys

tues i met up with huishan for dinner
we saw amar on our way to punggol nasi lemak
is like so long since i last her
it makes me feel like gg back to sec school
and i oso happen to bump into melinda that few day back
SEE!
i seriously miss sec sch life
but being into sec sch means being ugly
=\
LOLS!!!

ok enough of my craps.
i gg to find some nice song and listen liao
HWA HWA
shawn today gt mahjong session with his frens
which means today is a superd boring day

i so wanna go clarke quay in the night can
14 of FEB!!!!

2007-01-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

i think is time i change my blogskin.
or mayb skip to live journal.
sorry for lacks in updates
busy accompany my bf.
late night every now and then
almost hang over last week
still drag myself to work

its yr 2007

new resolution.

new me.

new look.

new hair.

most of all

new attitude

im gg to accomplish all of this fucking thing

hwa hwa.

2006-12-31T14:15:00.000+08:00

its new year eve

shit

its gonna be a byebye for 2006 so fucking soon

having to think about this year it sucks

hahaha!

alot of horrible things happen

things that i never expected would happen

actually happen

but on a lighter note

its another year with my boyfriend

time really pass so fast till i cant even think properly

anyway i miss my boyfriend. really alot

time is really bored without him by my side

no new year resolution.

i cant be bothered to think about it too

wads more to think when every year i wanted the same old things

HWA HWA.

juz hope there will be less quarrel and let me be rich soon

so that i can have endless shopping spree =x

and start working to be a hardworking and good girl

no msg yet where i will be going tonight

those guys are really gu-niangs =x

joking plssss

they are funny people

right bf?

i have been downloading alot of eng songs

tmd. i promise myself wanna listen to more chi songs one leh

so that go kbox can sing

but still, im stick with english songs la

HWA HWA

going to go now.

but b4 that

show you all my fuck-up face.

HWA HWA

2006-12-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

i had a super fun weekend
non stop of fun
hahaha~

22/12/06
friday was celebration in office and dinner & dance in the night
lunch we had this mini buffet @ whiteboard
i didnt really eat alot coz the food is not up to my taste
LOL!
so i was like taking over yovin jiejie to cut the ham and spare ribs
no doubts i had fun cutting those 2 food
HAHAHAH !
im sick man
so is like fri i was wearing this mini short dress
everyone in office say im cute
LOLS!!
IM CUTE OK? no doubts at all
i find myself cute tt day too
den i was wearing this 3 inch heels till i complain leg pain
but overall is not bad
i really enjoy that day
so i left office early and follow yovin jiejie back to change
she bought me home to drop my things down den off to her house to change
was at her house doing up my face and hair
and OMG! jiejie even lend me her lipstick for me to put. and she keep complain say im CUTE!!! and pretty
she goes on saying. 'MY DEAR MEIMEI YOU ARE SO CUTE'
hahahahhaahaha !
den bryan in the afternoon oso vry funny. he say whiteboard future is in my hand i better win the retro queen title.
D&D was held at gallery hotel
vry nice interior gallery hotel has
i love the designs inside
and omg. the company really vry big. there is alot of pple working
shock man.
lols!
D&D is super happening in nobel
fina is so funny la
she keep asking me to do stupid things
and made me wear that moh-moh red colour thing
hahah!
i was like laughing nonstop throughout the whole event
heehee.
i will find time to update the photos if i have the time
=D
after D&D bf came to fetch. billard with his frens den supper
shawn came over my house to stay that night
HOHO!

23/12/06
sat night i was out whole day with bf.
first was lunch with his dad and family
shop-d ard bishan and felt bored. so we went home to take a little rest
den send his grandfather to some wedding dinner in the night.
ohhh. b4 tt we went to wash his car
=D
den we went pasir ris for prawning
after that supper at pasir ris S11
home-d @ around 5 plus in the morning

24/12/06
woke up at around 3 plus
den bf came to fetch me and sis to his grandma bbq party
had 2 bbq tt day
the later part was at shawn place
not much to eat coz i ate alot at his grandma place
den aft that went to seletar dam to slack
instead of slacking is psp time for the boys
alamak !
den homeeeee
MERRY XMAS !

25/12/06
sleep till 3 plus wake up as usual
den shawn to pick me up to church
after that was dinner with his family and his friends at this thai restaurant in yishun
slack a little while den off to town for kbox sessions
=]
i stayed only for awhile coz i got work the next day.
so xinni went home with me
HURRRR
=]

this week's update
i will go through rather briefly coz i dun remember anything much
shawn went genting with his family on thurs
before that day we quarrelled
manage to slp only 5 plus in the morning and have to wake up at 8.30 for work
i look like a total zombie
miss tan scolded me for not sleeping and find different ways to make me feel awake
<3 i love miss tan she is so nice to me
wed night went supper with shawn
we went over to geylang for dimsum
den drive around geylang den to fort canning hill to see 'happenings'
OMG! we actually saw smth which we are both not suppose to
HAHAHAHAH
den after that he came over my house to stay and send me to work the next morning
=]

long post i presume.
hahahaha !
but wadever
days without shawn in sg is super bored
no activities on fri and sat night
despite now is new year eve
fuckit.
but anyway. meeting his frens for new year eve countdown tml
provided if they still remember i wanna go
HWA HWA

D&D picture will be uploaded soon if i found the time to do the uploading
i feel bored but i gt nth to do
so sad

2006-12-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

having a vry bad cramp now
but still, i think i can take it.
hot milo to ease my pain a little

shopping tml with bf and sisi
i like
<3
have been like raining so heavy
sheesh !

so anyway.
some activities planning me and shawn have been planning.
fort canning for dinner
mt faber or dinner inside cable
nice atmosphere
weee ~
good food for 1 time in one mth @ least
=\
shopping once in a while together
spending more time with each other when both of us are not working
MWAHS !

2006-12-18T00:37:00.001+08:00

back home from supper with joey
=]
i love tt girl
SO KAWAII OK?

heehee.
thurs went shopping @ bishan
had thai express for dinner
and got myself a bad tummy ache
HAHA.
my food sucks. i hate the vermicillon smell and taste
swear nv to eat tt again
bought myself and bf a long sleeve shirt
NICE ! haha

fri went to look for bf aft work @ IMM
as usual i fell asleep from alijunied MRT station till jurong east
walk too IMM and didnt realise its actually quite near
lols
am i dumb or m i dumb?
=p

aft tt went home to rest
was planning to go marina south for prawning
but fuck it
we lost our way and drive ard i dunno where
-.-"
so we ended up @ HQ opposite paradize centre playing lan
den home we went
sian !

sat woke up for work
i think i was kinda late coz slp too late the previous night
aft work went serangoon shawn say might be swimming but in the end he had to leave early
so he drive me home to drop my laptop bag and stuffs
den we drove to sim lim sq for his psp stuffs
THANK GOD THE PSP IS FINALLY IN USE !
=D
hahaha!
wait for funing and had BK for lunch/dinner
den to bugis for my shopping
bought one poker dots high heels
i like. and i love it so much
gg to shop nxt week
wooo ~
i love bugis street
lalalala
i promise i will wear like a girl soon
coz i wanan become a girl
gonna get some short pants too
LOL!
aft all those shopping
went home
sim lim parking sucks la
$7 plus can. nabeii
den reach semb. eric came over to help shawn with his psp stuffs
waited for like dunno how long and i got kinda pissed
=[ ~~
planned to catch a movie @ cathay.
when reach there we drop the idea. instead we went over geylang for supper
LMAO!
had frog leg porridge as usual
yumz

today went temple with dad and bro
whole day raining non stop and i wore slipper
lucky la
i got so scare i will slip and fall
i took off my slipper and ran across the road
HAHAHAHAHA !

ok. long post =p
i miss my frens
and i love my attachment now
so FUN!
jiejie gg to let me do smth tml
i hope is marker rendering
i requested for it.
so YEAH! i love yovin jiejie
=]

love you shawn baby.
you are my sunshine

2006-12-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

2006-12-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lacks in updates
busy with work
tired from it too
super super drench like this whole week
last week too
anyway
zouk out on sat night was F.U.N
i mean i dun dance. but i really wish i gt the courage to dance and enjoy myself la
HAHA!
shawn lost his compy which is actually kinda sad
aft his compy me, shawn and one of his fren went sakae @ sentosa for my breakfast/lunch/dinner
supper hungry tt day sia
=p
played till 5 plus in the morning
tired but still. i think is fun
hoho!

actually suppose to type more things out since i haven been blogging.
but work is getting busy each day
so. i will try to think of more things to write
anyway this blog is somewhat dead already la
lols!

so is like.
toddles.
im gg to watch projecy runway soon

2006-12-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

i had a fun weekend last week
HAHA!
saturday after my worK. my sweet bf of mine come and pick me up from work
to dobby ghaut to see his top 8 match
sad to say. they lost to team-titans with only like 1 game?
no more 1st or 2nd placing for Attitude gaming
=[
but its ok. at least he got to fight for the 3rd/4th placing which will be held at ZOUK OUT!
WOOHOO ~
so anyway
tt sat was funny too
his team mates all like ah bengs
most of them.
den all trying to act friendly to some small kids
lols
=D
my sayang on form tt day can?
lols!

after his compy we went over dobby ghaut sakae sushi
nice ambience there. and the interior oso not bad. NICE !
wanted to go waraku makan one loh
but shawn dun wan.
so its ok la
I GOT TO EAT MY CHA SOBA

tt night was k-sessions with the boys
the car ride there was funny
everything was funny till i can laugh till my head pain
LMAO!!!!

sun i finally got to go out with my family like after 847287642763238 years
we went vivo and i saw MANY MANY NICE CLOTHES CAN?
=[
so wanna buy them loh
caught open seasons.
almost fell asleep inside the cinema
lalala ~

lazy to blog liao
turning to bed soon
keep having gastric this few days
yawns !

2006-12-01T02:57:00.000+08:00

randoms;

a vodka, chivas night
a hot coffee session @ starbucks
swensens dessert for midnights
nacho cheese, popcorn for movie marathon
a night out at punggol beach alone with love
sun setting @ east coast park
sentosa beach sun tanning
xmas & new year countdown
tioman trip for 2007
die die must have shopping spree

10 things i would love to do
juz this 10 will do
though i really have much to do
all for the leisure.haha

sayang, i hope we will stay together long enough
will love you always
i dun ask for much. im happy with they way you are and happy with what you have done for me.
being together for so long, it seems like we just got together only yesterday.
lets make this love work, i dun wanna lose you again.
it difficult to accept the fact if you are not around with me
i pray for ur health and everything
lets remember the days we spend together since 18th sept o4
the happy and sad moments
the laughing and crying that we have
most importantly
I LOVE YOU SHAWN

2006-11-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

im doing a posting at sayang's house today
i think im lovin nobel a little
coz fina is so nice to me
=]
she bought me shopping for the showflats dressings
and bring me ard to clean up the showflats
HAHAHHAHAH !
like a maid like tt la
but anyway.
fri i was alone at savannah myself
COOL!
so cold la the place
and i wasnt in the office for the whole day
so i stayed there till 6 plus daddy come fetch me
lalalalala ~
sayang got his car and he have been driving his family and me out recently

mon night i went over sayang house to stay.
suppose to only go out for punngol nasi lemak one
budden in the end i stayed over.
almost woke up late for work.
den faster as sayang send me home to change
we had our breakfast @ Mac. den off to work

its been quite a tiring wk for me this week sia
=p
but still. i kinda like busy schedule
at least it makes me feel useful

that wed i was actually quite pissed.
budden. my day was brighten up aft i ended work
=]
have to thank someone for making that day a vry memorable one
hoho ~

so anyway.
off now.
now at sayang house gg home to change den go out liao
<3

2006-11-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

its been days since i blog
so tired la
juz went to vienna with sayang and his mam
lols.
i decided to call shawn my sayang instead of dear
sayang sounds so much cuter rt?
ahahha!
so anyway
attachment is still vry tiring
tt day have to work at the showflat at imperial till 1030pm
had my manager and supervisor to send me home aft that
hahaha!
learning things now when having all this attachment
yawnnss

i dun have much to blog la
too tired already
totally drenched out for this 2 weeks
hoo
finally its gg to be friday again
sat one more day of work and its a sunday rest at home
weee ~

i love my sayang
got to see him today at last aft 3 days
=D
<3 <3 <3

2006-11-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

3 days of attachment
i feel like knocking out man
its super tiring.
plus tues and wed tuition
running here and there
sleep oso not enough la

first day of attachment was super slack,
only did manual drawing and... cleaning up my table
2nd day, help fina print out her proj on photoshop for her portfolio
and xiangde!!!! ask me do autocad drawing which is an old one la
i good gal i gt do ok?
=]
3rd day
nabei... tt cheeken manager call royston one?
ask me do manual copic marker render.
kns.
i told him i cannot do manual liao he still ask me do
i feel like killing myself man
and oso to do detail drawing on autoCAD
seriously la.
i feel like slapping tt guy
=but nvm la
at least i learn smth
nobel is a good place to learn things
yawnsssss....

i fell down today and help my knees injured
bleeding leh
cheeken la
my shi lin cheeken only eat half can?
kns.

office dun have wireless
kns.
sucks leh. so bored when in office
-.-

updates nxt tym when im not tired
and when im free
wadever.
im gg to make a voodoo doll and start cursing pple now

2006-11-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

updates of yesterday's last day in school
so much fun we have had this week

we had the screw driver joke on errmmm wed?
and fri we had the condom joke.
HAHA!
fucking hilarious pls
it really is a fun year this year in school
the teacher's day wear uniform thing
and and and having gossips around
sabrina making everyone's laptop die
LMAO!
how fun can this class of mine gets?

anyway pictures and updates on sabrina's blog
@
http://ilikeyourbutt.blogspot.com
laugh out your ass and see how much fun we have got.
HEEHEE

i miss all my frens i hang out with
though little time
but the fun overcome those little time we have had
i promise we will meet up for occasional lunch and dinner
with kenny too
=]
love you people

2006-11-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

i need someone to talk to me
i need someone who cares for me
i need someone to understand me

feeling sad and dejected now.
seriously man.
what am i feeling now?
i dun understand myself at all
life sucks

2006-10-29T03:05:00.000+08:00

i seriously feel like blogging
but im too lazy to blog
i sleep for so many hours but still i feel like sleeping

okok.

i will compromise abit and do SOME just a little blogging
yawns!

you know seriously i feel like gg to a slimming centre and slim myself dwn
to make me look like i just left my bone intact with me
i hate my fats
i think i have just too much fats moving on with me
LOL!
good idea hur?

so anyway
tues was a public holiday and i went sentosa with shawn and frens
there are like so many bangla there la
omg!
it feels like im in little india more than sentosa
it was hazy so no tanning plus i didnt have a proper tanning suit
aft all the beach and stuffs. we went to vivo city for out dinner
lao intro us for carl's junior.
not bad la juz that the burger is super gigantic
den after that we went to the dunno which floor and sit dwn to talk and listen to music
=D
my laptop died on me for juz a few hrs
how sad
yawnssss

so anyway.
i juz finish exam on fri
i think it sucks
i only can get a pass
but a pass im happy already la
=]
i had driving i think last week
it felt good to be driving
have been doing alot of running here and ther
super tiring till you know i really feel like owning a car and drive myself ard instead of taking buses and trains
oh well
attachment starts on nov 6 instead of nov2
crazy
this wk im gg to enjoy myself, redo my proj, and lastly drive well on the road
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

SEE? im blogging though i say i dun have the mood

so anyway
i juz wanna say
im so gonna miss sabrina and julyana and the rest of my classmates la
they always crank my days up in sch can
i wonder how life will be like if i go for attachment
working life aint good at all leh
i had a tiff with shawn over the phone on friday
but we ended up being ok after im at his house ((:
i think is all my fault la
i dunno wad is wrong with me seriously

I HATE BLACKHEADS!
i feel like gg for another facial treatment and sign on their promotion
and get rid of all my blackheads & whiteheads
cannot stand it anymore looking at them
=[

sabrina owns me a meal at waraku
i have to note it down to remind her
LOL!
alright
im turning into bed now
have to have a good night slp and wake up tml for church
i dun understand chinese speaking sometimes
=x

i pray hard that you will be fine
and most importantly
i hope everything goes well with the things happening around you
wished that we will stop all the unnecessay commotion that have been going on recently

i feel that i have to put myself into everyone's shoe sometimes to really know that they do care for me
serious
im young still and have to listen to wad those old people tell me do
but pls for goodness sake
no forcing me
and
dun keep pestering me to do things to
ha!

<3

2006-10-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

oohh myy godddd
ISABEL TAN YINGXIAN
which is me of coz
cannot wait till my driving license can?
i mean im learning now though
going to finish the whole course
but damn
why did i learn so slow =[
as in my schedule and all
if not i could have finish learning and start preparing for my traffic police test
and to tell of it
AUTO CAR IS FUCKING EASY TO DRIVE CAN?
manual sucks la. i almost died struggling =(
but you noe, WHO GIVES A FUCK ANYWAY?

btw. i watch D.O.A the other day
craps show
i almost fall asleep inside the cinema
but those gals are hot la
holly valence only noes abt sex sex sex and SEX
haha
she is the only that i noe that always goes naked la
=p

having a bed headache now
exam coming soon i haven done a shit
fuck
gotta go work ltr
and yes!
IM GOING TO NOBEL ON NOV 2nd
=D
i so wanna meet my ex-workmates for lunch @ waraku again la
its so fun and nice hanging out with them
though short period of time
but still
I LOVE THEM !

2006-10-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

no updates for the time being
so much things happen
like my interview with constann's failed
fuck it
i swear i wanna curse that mole-d eye guy who interviewed me
tml i gt interview at ubi
near my hseeee
i likeee
-slurps-
driving lessons this few days
going to chiong chiong chiong man
fastet get license den can slack liao
PHEW~~~

nth much to blog though
even if so
i think is too private to be even said out
ha!
joke man
when did isabel become so closed and anti-social?
damnnn

happy 25th mth love <3

2006-10-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

see
im blogging again
i oso dunno wad reason this time
HAAAAAA~~
but i juz feel like blogging
im suppose to slp now coz tml i gt driving practical
followed by internship interview- omg man. wish me luck =[ ~
den later in the night tuition
super hectic man
and come to think of it
MY EXHIBITION PROJECT
ARGH!
so little days left and im still so effing lazy la
thinking of it makes me super stress now

dinner at sakae @ yishun today with shawn
yummmmmyy
lunch with his family coz lil baby bro jiaxuan bday at safra yishun
=]

wadevs
think im going to stress myself in bed soon
yawns!!!!
i have to fucking think of wad to do with my exhibition design

2006-10-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

i dunno why la
but i have the URGENT URGE to blog
=D
i feel tired
budden i noe even if i were to lie on my bed now and prepare to slp
I OSO CANNOT SLP
-.-"
so anyway
have been learning driving this whole week
i have blacklisted this stupid instructor of mine who always give me attitude problem and dun speak proper english out of my ALL my lessons
HEEHEE
i noe im mean la
but seriously
his lectures and teaching makes me feel like sleeping
YAWNS
and i have been feeling really really drowsy these few days
and and and I SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER LOVE alzan's lessons
though i feel sleepy every afternoon
but his lessons make me feel at least 50% percent awake
HAHAHA
yawnss

now my lessons going to finish liao
dunno how to find the money to learn more lessons and complete it la
=[
so anyway
friday was lantern festival
i didnt celebrate with my family
coz went to shawn grandparents house
to eat dinner
den sat i went to find bf at his house
coz he gt some onine cs source match with some teams from korea
and u noe wad?
i was like giving attitude to him
coz i was in a vry vry bad moodswing and pms
was complaining like a complain queen la
VERY VERY EMO YTD THE WHOLE DAY
didnt have the mood to do anything
yawnns

went kbox this afternoon with bf and frens
stayed there from 2-9
wah
total broke man
was energetic in the afternoon
den slowy feel vry sleepy and sick
HAHAH
funny la today
ate laska today
so spicy
and now. IM HUNGRYYY
shawn, hongfai and funing are really funny today man
they joked about ANYTHINGGG
even in those bastard way
HA!
i think im one too
=p

ohh.
my sisi and i took a pic today
=]
in my specs
MY CONTACT SPOIL LA
shawn say we shall go m'sia buy coz i told him there sell contact lenses half the price of sg
super sad man
now i might be changing to using monthly disposable
my permanent one CMI liao
so waste of money man

and fucking hell
MY PAY HAVEN COME IN
sad can
coz im urgent need of money
im listening to jay chou's tui hou now
and i suddenly feel so DAMNIT emo
feel like crying la
i wanna sing again leh
at kbox
but thinking of kbox makes me sick la
LMAO!

2006-10-03T01:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for my laziness for not blogging after such a long time
nearly 3 weeks
paiseh la
anyway
this few weeks of not blogging
much things happen

we celebrate jy and mich toh bday on 24th sept at pasir ris park
with the help of jy bf for those bbq stuffs
we rented bike
jy, puiyen and xinni share a bike
with jy sitting in the baby sit
is super hilarious la
den me and mich share one bike
puiyen was damn man sia
coz she can ride the bike carrying 3 people including herself
hahahaa
den we gossip the whole night away
=D
it was fun hanging out with them

2 weeks back
i had to work at waraku myself on friday
damn sick pls
it was so fucking tiring
coz im the only sake promoter
nbbbb
i almost died when closing
super hungry tt night
lols
last wek i work alone on tues again
coz huishan gt something on the last min
sad case
tt day was super slack la
SUPER MAN
we did all the closing at 10.15 when its suppose to be 10.30
by 10.45
the restaurant was ready to close
hahahaha
and i got to noe two new frens
xiujing and errr
i cant rmb the other gal name
LOL
=
friday was my last day at waraku @ orchard
tt day was sick pls
coz all the big boss was there
i dun really feel stress i dunno why la
lols
den steve-san was like saying how come i dun feel nervous one
=i did a good job that day
i sold ermm
3 sake bottle?
LOL!
good job isabel
i love and feel proud of myself tt day la
seriously
i will really miss those people there that i work with
coz all of them are vry fun to be with
like serene, ade, joelyn, vivian, joey
and much more la
even the manager and all
=D
i hope i can really visit them some day
go back there to eat the food
HWA HWA

sat night went for midnight with shawn and his frens
super pissed off with someone
cheeken nugget
anyway
i enjoy my show
'rob-b-hoob'
I SO LOVE THE BABY LA
he is so chubby can
=D
and i love how jackie chan and louis koo took care of tt baby
hahahahaa

monday oso went to watch movie
no tuition coz tt person ask me to cancel
so went to watch john tucker muz die
funny show oso la
LOL
den went home aft tt that
i was practically sleeping the whole of this afternoon at shawn's hse
cant help it
i dunno why i feel so tired
think is due to the monday blues la
yawns

tml im driving again
YEAH-ness to me
will be driving on the road tml
i hope i dun lang-ga la
if not mati.
HAHAHAH

have to faster finish my work la
my attachment is coming so soon
and thinking im going to grad soon
i was telling julyana juz now that i will really miss her aft i grad
coz is like 1 yr plus of being together in the same class
tsk

oh btw
i might be taking O lvl nxt yr
and is most prob will
coz of stupid degree course
den spend that one year redo-ing my portfolio and studying my O lvl
and mayb find some jobs to do

ok la
going to slp soon liao
tired
keep on wake up super late
go sch oso late
sibei sian sia

<3

2006-09-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

first and foremost
HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY SWEET LOVE.
time really flies la
18o9o4 ((:
so anyway
its kinda late to say all this now coz im doing my work for my furniture
and now then i have the time to blog about wad really happen

sunday night i went over to shawn hse to stayover
i met him at church den went dinner at northpoint with his family
when at home. i started to play my games and den we started to play and talk den slowy one by one fell asleep
LOL!
wanted to go for mac breakfast at 4am in the morning
but i cannot wake up
!!!
wth?!
so nvm we woke up at 11 plus in the morning and start planning on wad to do on mon which is our 2 yr
=D
lunch we went vienna for buffet
eat vry little sia. waste of money. i regretted saying i wanna go vienna
=[ shld have went soup restaurant instead
den we headed over to ermm marina south to catch prawn
LOL!
nbb
wasted 24$ for 2 person and only caught 3 pathetic prawns
IM THE FIRST TO CATCH THE PRAWNS
=D
seriously nv to call for a cab at peak hours
fucking waste of money
den had dinner over at his place
ate fish burger and KFC
=D
slurpsss
anyway
i love wad we did for money
those activities
though simple. but i get to spend time with shawn
ALONE
LMAO

forever <3

anyway gotta buck up on my work.
another competition coming up
and my exhibition design.
is bound to die soon somehow
=[

2006-09-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

its time to get my butt to blogging
juz got home like not long ago from work at orchard
lols
tml gt tuition job, and even worse is. i gt my final theory test tml
i gt a vry bad feeling i will fail man
hais.
so worried now la
=[
how to enjoy my massage in the afternoon aft sch?

so anyway
worked alone on thurs myself
it was actually a last minute decision that huishan didnt came
but netherless. it was fun working alone la
i made alot of female friends there
fri too. and went back with most of them coz all stay ard the same area
HEE HEE.

worked with huishan today oso
and got my pay
less than $200 so sad la
but almost all have to take go learn my driving one
=[
herh.

i haven done any of my work yet
lousy ~~~
have to faster pia my work liao
and and and and
my attachment coming soon
WEEEHEEEEEE.
miss my bf so much so much man
didnt meet him for 3 days last wk. how time flies hur.
stay over at his house on sat night.
and got back home on sun afternoon
went dimsum-ing at causeway point on sun morning.
I LOVE DIMSUM
but i always eat vry small amount and im full
sad-ed
anyway.
magaret say i look slimmer
=D
but my fats at my arms there are still so flabby.
sick la
anyway to make those fats go away?
=[

2006-09-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

alright
im here blogging
i have been watching too many VCDs not doing my work and not even coming to look at my blog
--"
fcuk.
so anyhow. the tution agency sucks big time
got to work later at waraku
with huishan
YEAH!
im happy im not working with tt gal that i dun really like there
=]

anyhows
very long since i last updated.
i cut my hait short on wed at far east
saw eudora there too
she say i kidnap jiaxuan
like wth?! >.<"
had my hair treatment done
shawn had his hair cut till short short
=D
my handsome lehhhh

alot of things that happen this few weeks i have forgotten
so anyway.....
3rd spet was hongfai bday
had bbq at shawn's dad condo
xinni was around too
HEHE.
guys bday are fun coz they play rough
i dun play with them coz i was busy eating and swimming in the pool

hahha.
this is all i can remember
im so sorry to not update for such a long time
vcds are nice
working is fun coz my payday is coming REAL SOONNNNNN

2006-08-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

hello people
meet my new fren
=D
isnt she sssoooo cute?
LOL!
we pick her up coz she was dump inside this stupid machine

so anyway.
pizza hut for dinner today at sembwang shopping centre.
i dun really kinda like cheesy stuffs
so not much pizza for me
now im feeling super hungry

going to start work tml
and i dun feel like working all of a sudden
but coz of my driving practical, my clothes, my makeup, and my savings
I HAVE TO CONTINUE
and imagine. the pay is super good. $10 per hr and work for juz 4 hrs
but i aint gg to work for long too coz im gg to have my attachment soon
ya. now i hope my attachment faster come man
coz i dun wanna work this job
sabrina is gonna join me
HWEE HWEE

ytd i went bugis with xinni
went to look for my stuffs bought this horrible skirt. but afterall i think is still nice la
gt my foundation and concealer from face shop
cheap.
i haven bought my black slippers yet.
so im gonna get it tml b4 work starts

fri we actually planned to go cycling.
but we reach pasir ris park late
and the shop is closing
of coz i got super sad la.
cos thurs suppose to go.
den coz my bf not enough slp
coz the day b4 he went out celebrating with his frens and skipped his precious slp
*snorts snorts
so we ended up at tamp mall
had billy bomber's for dinner
super full till i had a bad stomach ache and feel like throwing out.
!%#$@

this few days aint good.
i keep giving trouble.
and we always quarrel at nights.
damnit.
when can all this things stop?
and when can i bloody stop my nonsenses !!!

happy 23rd mth love
<3

2006-08-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

i fail my final theory trail test
how sad can that be?
damn
i cried on my way home
coz i think im such a failure
my boyfriend still think i bluff him which in fact is not true
=[
i swear im going to study well for all my clutch and stuffs.
that is the cause why i fail
44/50
nbb can you ever believe it? 1 more mark and i and i can pass safetly already
hais.
lady luck isnt by my side

BIG CONGRATS TO SHAWN FOR GETTING HIS LICENSE TODAY
but he cheated my fragile feelings
but i still <3 his coz im gg to get free car rides from him
:))

so wadever..
im still sad.
damnit
i can cry till singapore gt flood
good daddy said nice things to me
he ask me dun be sad and go back to try again for the test nxt mon
good boyfriend oso vry nice coz he say dun be sad juz try again
and good boyfriend have oso book a practical slot for me on thurs at 12.45
you tell me.
how can i not love this guy who does so much things for me?
even huishan is envious of me =x
and how can i not too love my daddy for encouraging me to try no matter how i fail?

went lot1 shopping centre today with shawn
coz we nv been to that place b4
ate ljs
both vry poor no $$
gt car no need worry
=D

im gg dwn for interview on fri
i hope i can get that job that huishan intro-d me
:))
but i feel stress

IM GOING TO PASS MY FINAL TRAIL TEST ON MONDAY
I SWEAR

2006-08-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

very very happy
i tot i might fail my basic theory
but heng man
i PASSED !!!

ta-dah!! vry pretty result slip that give me make till lika giam-cai
tml gg down for final trail test
damn sick
anyway
i keep lao-sai this few days
dad throw away my medicine thus making me cannot stop all my shits from coming out
=x
LMAO!!
wadeverrr

updates. i haven been updating wad i have been doing
even last last wk activities
all i know about that week was that i went towning with bf and frens and meet jy halfway coz she kick my butt in public
--"
i dunno why i suddenly rmb all these when it is actually meant for me to forget
coz i think im in desperate needs for some shopping spree
but DAMN
no money no talk man

in seriously in need of a job now
tt tutor centre one haven call =[
i wanna work as a bar-tender
i think is so fun
jy and xinni say i day-dreaming
=[
hais
how would it be if im able to work at MOS
everyday got free drinks and food =\ which i doubt so will have
see rich people flowing around the VIP room
see flirty chio-bus and tioko yan-daos
WAHAHAHAHA
life is so fun if this is ever gonna happen

last wk was no fun
i slp and slp and slp
and do some work
played some games
watched some tv

den sat suppose to go swimming
but seeing the pool so many people me and shawn changed it to jacuzzi
after that went back to his father's place for some tv shows
stayed till ard 9 den head to bishan j8 for thai express
the softshell crab is superd man
but i got kinda sick aft eating a whole lot
=blah blah
sun was as usual
went church
had dinner at semb
den shop ard semb shopping center till late
the rest is like common
so common
LOL!

ANYONE KIND SOUL GOT ANY JOBS TO OFFER?
PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!!
I NEED $$$$$
:D

shawn and his group of frens are out of their mind
they are now all so into mahjong.
-.-"

2006-08-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

serious bad mood and swings
ytd night wasnt anything i like
damn
i cried
why do we always have to end up making one another sad over someone that i dont even noe
and why shld i even care?
words from last time still lingers around but then again i try not to think about it
i always wan that someone whom i noe can understand me the most to really understand wad i really wan
but then again to think of it
that person juz ignore whatever i have to say
wad to say? life still goes on like each and every normal day

mon i handed up my resubmission
lucky i finish all my stuffs
elsie's mood was good
so i was rather happy with myself but not really with me work
margaret said i can improve more and i think i really can do more with more time given
today i started out on my exhibition design
kenny say to do more sketches
so more skecthes coming up
and i mean lousy and ugly sketches
but who cares?
at least i did some sketches though i suck at it

ytd night i caught the movie the fast and furious
is damn nice man
i think i can juz watch it over and over again though i only watch it for like once?
anyway
i wanna move to japan to make myself look like one of the girls in the movie
all of them are damn gawd damn hawt man
my bf say i cannot make it
tmd
if i gt money i wan go for plastic surgery make me look like one japanese girl
den he say when i become chio go back find him
nbbb he really deserves to be slap on his face hard
and bloody hell he make both of my hands red today and i cry out super damn loud infront of him
only noe how to laugh
pamper a little while only den walk to him laptop for his cs
damn cb
LMAO (sarcastic laugh)

den again
i so wanna go momo for that event
but bcoz we are lack of money
i drop of the idea
i was like waiting for my bf to tell me that he wishes me to go with him
at least i feel better
okok yada yada
i think i ask too much
coz he already ask me to go
but i see i so poor thing no money
GO WAD SAI MAN?
i can always ask dad for money and i can even go out now.
wadever la. i cant be bothered anymore
nxt tym will go if a never going to happen thing
so isabel you shld juz stop thinking about going clubbing coz u sucks alright?
no money stay at home slp and do ur work better.
be a GEEK
a pretty GEEK ((:
anyhowsssss
not so good mood now la
im crying again making my pillow so damn wet like ytd night b4 i went to slp
you know
its a simple thing one sentence that can really explain wad im feeling now
life sucks when no one, even the one who you wish he/she will understand, will even understand wad im going through
i juz hope i was dead somehow la

good job shawn
have fun with ur clubbing with ur frenz
rmb to bring one girl home tml
im sitting here waiting for ur good news

im saying all this our of anger and sadness
wadever i blog about today
forget abt it tml first thing in the morning.
thanks very much

i think i better go get some sleep
maybe its coz of those little timing of sleep i have been having making me all so cranky
and making me talking rubbish all over
but b4 that
i think i better watch some hard gay shows to make me laugh a little
so as to not make my life now so moody and sad

thankyew jy ((:
though its just a small console from you
but it did make my mood a tiny winny little better than juz now

2006-07-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is the day
arrrr
i manage to get a pass
how sad can tt be
everything also not proper inside
she say i gt the concept
but the skill is not there
HOW SAD CAN THIS BE AGAIN?

i feel happy
coz my sisi went with me to sch and printing
i love tt aunty working at the shop there
instead of charging me 3$ per piece for autocad printing
she charge me only 2$
isnt she greatttt ?!

but then again
i have to redo and gt another deliberation on the 7th of aug
arrrr
HOW SICKENING CAN ALL THIS THINGS BE???
damnn

i have made an agreement
on our 2nd yr
we go merchant court and eat again
i swear im going to eat alot of tt durian pandunt or smth
i regretted not having a 5 bowls serving
haaa. serves me righttt
-SLAPS-

aft deliberation
went over to bf hse with my sister
had mac for dinner
now im eating porridge
HOW FAT WILL I BE WHEN NEXT WEEK COME?

and to think
this month is sick
i miss my period due to stress
and den its also the hungry ghost festival
arrrrr
im scared man
u see the roads now like so quiet so dead =

anyway
shld i go on sat?
very confused
i gt the rights to choose budden im hesitating
LMAO!!
shhhhesssssssssshhhh

arrr
i love my sisi so much man
coz her frenz say im pretty from far
so i presume when near i look like ghost
=D ~~~
DROOLINGGGGGG

shawn's bday was a big feasting
sun morning we had hi-tea with his dad and family at merchant court
den in the night we had dinner at jack's place amk with his mom and family
seriously
trust me not to go to amk jack's place
the service there NOT GOOD
alot of chee-nas and they dun understand wad u talking about sometimes
--"
den mon morning.
went to polyclinic to take mc to skip my deliberation
was super late for lunch at vienna
my FUO TIAO QIANGGGG
and abalone saladdddd
with shawn's mom
den went towning awhile
oh btw
shawn happen to be 19 on mon
happy bday love to you tt day
im so so so sorry for being so problematic those few days back
i think i got struck by the attitude arrow and pms period
tskkk
so wadever.
tts all
think im gonna surf for good website like porn. oops i mean design concept for my new project brief
and mayb go play maple coz i haven touch it for many weeks

toodles. blog another day

IM IN A DESPERATE NEED OF VITAMIN A TO Z PILLS =x

2006-07-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

i meet my worse enemy yesterday
she was none other than STRESS
very nice name ((:
she made me go crazy and made me cry like dunno how many times
no one was there to fight back with her
left all alone by myself to defend her smelly armpit of stress
piles and piles of work to be done
damn.
friday is deliberation
if haven finish those works oso have to go
so me and my frenz were saying
we all die together
the very very sad thing is
isabel is the first one to die
((:

oh hehehehehe
so damn happy la
i pass my basic theory trail test
study and prac is all i need
i take in things slower
so muz go by the long way
14 aug i gg for basic theory test
wish me luck man
i hope i dun fail like monday
nb
fail two times
and i cried
-.-"

btw,
happy 22nd month love
sorry i keep crying yesterday
moodswing i think =excuses.

happy birthday 43rd birthday dad
much love. ((:

and happy early birthday to my baby
turning 19 on mon
please act like a 19 yr old =X
LMAO
whatever
gonna rush my work now
byebye.

i have to save money to buy my own use coffin liao

2006-07-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

arrr
i miss the feeling of blogging
i keep reading people's blog and wanna come in my own blog to blog
but i dunno wad keep me stuck there doing other stuffs
project is hectic man
i already feel like dying but i have yet so much to finish
i always feel when the clock strike 2am plus
damn sick
to think last time at this critical period
i can skip my sleep and rush my project
ar well
i think fri is a no-no for me to take my exams
since i have so many shits yet undone
and to think
lightscape will cost me so many days to finish it
HA. craps
im feeling sick again
i feel im so damn weak now
every mth also got problem
super sian man

anyway
IM GONNE REGISTER MY THEORY TEST FOR DRIVING TEST TML
ha!
vroom vroom on the road is SO DAMN COOL
shawn gonna get his license soon
and i simply cannot wait till the day he drives me around in car
muahahahahaha

money is a big problem for my whole family now
poor daddy
i hope he can faster get over all this nonsense
so that i oso wont have nonsense
((:
please make my daddy's life easier GOD
i pray hard for that very day to faster come

woo
i met huishan and christabel the other day at suntec for dinner at crystal jade
with my bro and sis
the 'gong bao ji' is super nice, coz is sweet plus spicy
hwah hwah hwah

shawn bday coming soon
dunno wad to get for him yet
i wanna make this entry to damn long
coz i vry long nv blog
but gimme time
i need to think of wad happen today
ohh
i feel like ponning school on tues and wed to finish my stuffs
=i think the school is going to come after me soon la
and i so feel like running to mac now to do my work
coz i cannot concentrate at home
but.
CANNOT
coz i have to be a good girl and stay at home do my work and ZZZZZ
SLEEP
yes!
sleeping is important in life man. SUPER

ohh
im trying to save money now
coz im going overseas with shawn again
lalala~
still thinking where to go
damn hungry ghost festival
that is the time daddy wont allow me to go elsewhere but to stay home safetly
arrr
this is the time where im most scare to stay out late at night
plus i heard this yr's festival is 2 mths
-CRY OUT SUPER LOUD-

and damn.
im so gonna pluck up the courage and have determination that i will pass my theory and practical this yr
coz i wanna drive drive around singapore
and stop relying on sg public transport
u noe that day i was in a bus. this aunty keep pushing me and other people and didnt evan say excuse me
aft tt she step on this lady's toe and she oso didnt apologise
tsktsk

har-har.
i finally remember wad i did this week man
bbq on fri
my frenz pangseh me
damn sad
so i ended up having bbq with shawn and his frenz
the food was superd
and this is the first time i had bbq so full till i cannot move much
but in the end
due to moving ard i felt a little hungry
but no mood to eat
lols
IM PROUD TO SAY THIS.
I CLEANED UP THE BBQ AREA ALL BY MYSELF
HEH-HEH.
cool right?
i think i will be a great mama
christabel and huishan says so too =jus kidding
sat we had dinner with shawn's dad and family at pot luck
sun i had dinner with his mom at semb sakae

hey. ii haff learrn a new waee 0f typiing w0rx
jiiayiing sae h0rx, iif ii wanna biie pweetii ii mush liike tat type w0rx
iif nebber liike tat type h0rx, wiill n0rt biie pwetti lex
haiiy0, n0w wanna biie pweetii 0s0 muz g0 by rules 0ne lehx
lala~ ahbeng l0rbee ahliian and ahliian lurbe ahbenng
hehe
sh0x happii endiing l0rhs
ii 0s0 wann muaii liife tuu biie liike th0se of a faiirytale l0rhx
darliing wo aii nii aii nii w0rx
ii lurbe euux deep deep w0rx.
n0thing can break us up l0rhs
we mush liive happily ever after okiiex?
muackiies muackiies euux
hehehe
and yiingyiing and niinii
jiemuix 184 w0rx
lurbex euux all l0rts l0rts nehx

HAHAHAHA! totally craps.
i have to like think harder than wad i usually think of for my proj to come out with this kinda rubbish =LOL!
wadever

last but not least
a super big shoutout to my baby
thanks baby for giving me the best you could
even if you have no money
but you still try to make the day out
sorry to have always made you angry and all
thank you for having to done all things for me and my family
((:
seriously, nothing can really express how much you have done for me and given me
and to tell you
i think im so deeply in love with you
sorry for always disturbing you that you go find other people la
i'll try to say less ok?
and that applies to you also
u say me i cry. you dun like to see me cry
i oso will cry coz is your fault you never sayang me
=X
lols! kidding
i will sayang you always okay
but u also muz sayang me hur?
oh. and thx for paying for my driving thoery and all
the list goes on forever
this shows how much you have done for me all this while
counting down to our 2 yrs
i hope this continues forever ok?
coz i wanna whine and irritate u =X
hahahaha!
juz joking
sweet sugar <3 (the ahlian language)
=D

i wanna tell the whole world how much you meant to me
i wanna note down those things you have done for me
and most of all
i wanna keep track of what we have been through all these while
you meant that much and very much to me

2006-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

yeah.
im a happy girl ((:
love you baby so muchhh

anyway
mon i was sick when i reach home
no appetite to eat dinner
vomit out my lunch at my doorstep
have to clean it
nbbb
tues skip sch go see doc
=[
mr. doctor say i gt gastric virus flu
ha. but nvm
i lost 3kg coz of this
HIAKS
but sad to say
i didnt meet shawn for 3 days la
i miss him during this time.
but then again.
i felt weird when i finally saw him today
ha.
anyway
meet shawn at yio chu kang ssdc
to fetch him
LMAO!
den to his hse to rest awhile and hop off to bugis to get his bag
den 'unintensionally' i buy most of my things
=shawn bought 1 bag and two shirts.
i bought 2 bags, and one necklace
LMAO
haven been having good appetite
so i ate suan pan zi for my dinner
=D
shawn settle his at bk.
now he having mahjong session with his frenz
toodles.

totally stress with my stupid work man
stress and scared at the same time
hais.
how bad can this fucking life be mannnn
i hate projects

im going to bintan for my hols
WAHAHAHA
im so gonna scuba dive if possible
cool cool
so fun

2006-07-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

if i could live to the future
and have my own family
i wan 2 kids.
1 boy and 1 girl
and own two dogs
1 yorkshire terrier and 1 shintze
WAHAHAHAHAHA
shawn gonna say smth to me aft he read this line
he sure say i siao
-cross fingers-

exams coming soon
i think im gonna fail for sure
cause i got alot of things haven finish doing

went shopping with shawn on monday
bought my clothes
thanks baby
<3

for some entertainment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGNdiSoq22w&feature=Recent&page=8&t=t&f=b
pl-lites are too sick in the brain already
they think by doing these will make them look cool and funky
=the principal are driving her students mad
lucky i no more in that school
if not my bf dun wan me
-SOBS-
coz he will think i oso siao siao like that girl

shawn gonna have his driving lessons monday
weehaaa
hope he do well
and wish his health the best
-muacks-

2006-06-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

FUCK
no one understands

-------

its friends who are there for you when you needed them most.

thankyou cjy and nini ((:

2006-06-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

its been long since i come back here to rant
lols
happy 21st month baby.
and happy daddy's day too ((:

life is just so boring recently
i dun remember doing anything interesting last week
except that shawn came over my hse to catch a soccer game on thurs night
me skipping school on fri to go to his hse to sleep
coz we didnt slp for the whole night the day b4
haha.
fri i went home early to have pizza hut with my family to celebrate early daddy's day for dad
but i didnt get to eat anything coz im too sleepy to eat and juz fall back to slp
heh heh.

sat i meet shawn in the morning at his hse
went to orchard ngee ann crystal jade
not really crystal jade
but the more high class one
where like a meal can cost you nearly 200$
LMAO
but is was nice
and filling
at night we went over his granny hse for dinner
went home at ard 11 plus
tired sia
this few days i keep feeling tired dunno for wad

sun.
wake up early
followed daddy and stepmom for breakfast
den toured ard little india
LOL!!
bought bangles purple in colour
nice nice.
went tekka mrkt to buy some groceries
went for eyebrow threding
first time was damn pain man
i look diff now.
but I LIKEEEE =haha.
stepmom did henna
den den den meet bf at his hse
as usual
went church
den dinner at kovan one coffee shop
wahseh
the fish is damn nice man
i LOVEEEEEEE it

school today sucks
im damn slow pls
my work is like not even a quater done
and nxt mth is exam
this is sick
i feel like killing myself somehow
argh
juz have to start working my butt
but i feel so tired always this few days
super sick in the brain man

jiaying is funny
i cannot stop laughing at her funny jokes
she love to listen to my funny craps too
haha.
gossip gossip

2006-06-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

damn the weather this few days
suppose to go for kite-flying today with shawn
but damn the weather
merely stepping out of marina bay control station
its raining cats and dogs
arrrrr.
bad day man
so we headed back to shawn hse to have our lunch
its actually kinda a boring day today
except for playing computer games and watching some tv shows

anyhows
my new proj is meant to be dead soon
anyone pls ask me out for a pub or clubbing session pls
i need to take a look at those places and get some inspiration for my design concept
i cant think of a shit
except for my concept
i bet my bf is gg to say smth to me aft he read this
HAHA!
i can read wad he is thinking
:D

hello? anyone alive here?
i need someone to talk to
my bf ignores me coz he say we everyday meet still can talk abt wad
=[
i miss out alot of cs training
so tt means
i quitting cs now
:DD

i caught the show the omen the other day
3 popcorn over 5
:))
i so wanna have money now so that i could shop
coz its sg sales now
=[ ~~

world cup officially starts ytd
i made a joke abt myself today
and my bf laughs at me and say dun ever tell this joke to anyone especially to the dead
coz he say i will make the dead laugh till they are alive
IM SAD MAN
coz he say tt to me
-WHINES AND CRIES-

2006-06-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

how fragile life can be
mich toh daddy passed away
michelle please cheer up. =]
life still has to go on no matter wad
might be gg dwn the wake on wed
i think so

anyway
this few days was kinda alright i guess
was totally broke from the printing
argh
damnit
mon i had buffet at allson hotel with shawn and his mom
=]
tts all i could rmb for this wk la
some bad things juz occur out of a sudden
but i guess
it wont affect much la

sat i went bf hse
its actually kinda boring at first
den we start filling water bomb used ballons to make water bomb
=we went to the highest floor of the building and play with it
LOL!!
we were practically laughing our ass-es off

sunday.
as usual
i meet shawn at his hse
we watch movies like hostel and american pie
hostel sux man
damn fucking disgusting
but heng
it was quite blur at some parts
muahahahha
but i didnt watch the whole show
coz is damnit blardy and gross
--"
den we headed to church aft tt to chong pang mrt to eat
=D

going to practice my cs now
my cher always scold me
but he say i gt improve a lil bittie
im sad still
coz he say he gimme chance
=[
but nvm, oso good
coz my cher vry nice to me
he keep on head-shot me and say he is a legendary cs player
and he wants to me make him proud
SHAWN DUN WORRY
i will make sure somewhere down the road
i will kick ur ass off
=x
HAHA!
toodles.

2006-05-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

peek-ture updates
candid.
my sweet boy lehhh
love my baby <3
dun jealous
i still love my cinders =D

dinner at northpoint sakae
yummy
tml having buffet.
woohoo ~
school tml sians
i gotta do some lightscape now
tata.

2006-05-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

i haven recover yet
though getting a lil better
met shawn at bishan today to get a bday cake for his dad
had dinner at lemongrass today
den aft tt towning with shawn
got my new perfume
elizabeth arden's 5th ave.
nice fragrance
i likeeee
ha!

caught over the hedge last mon
the cartoon is cute &&& FUNNY
haha!
i wanna watch x-men3 and she's the man

sg is having great sales now
WOW!
i wanna shop man
so long since i shop
=[
my face is like so effing oily this few wks
pimples everywhere and i feel so lazy to take care of my skin
sick in the mind pls

AR!
boring day
i wanna go zouk to explore soon
i miss baby

now i go back to crapping with my cinders
i love gossiping
lalalala

2006-05-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

WOW!
i think its been a long time since i ever update this lousy blog of mine
HAHAHA!
this week is just too happening to me man
ive got aot of fun programs all lined up for me

16th to 18th may i spend my days with my love mr shawn tang at genting
the weather there is damn cooling pls
but i think coz im sick
i keep on wanna sleep and not to enjoy
hahaha.
the kenny rogers there is damn nice plss
coz of the cheeken eating
i keep coughing till now
arrr.
i was sick even b4 i went to genting
=[
we played both the indoor and outdoor theme park
wooooooo
i love the corkscrew ride
is SO SO SO SO SO funnn plsss
me and shawn tried seating at diff seat
the first row seat is WOOOOOO
sexiarrrrrr plsss
we flew out from our seat
LMAO!!!!
we went alot of shopping spree
and playing
i tried archery
is OMFG de fun can
i was actually reluctant to play la
but i got kinda addicted to it
=im kinda newb to genting la
coz its my first time to genting
arrr
ISABEL JUST LOVE THE WEATHER THERE.
though its kinda cold
ohohoh
did i mention we went the snow city there?
oh gawdd
-5 degree and i feel my nose dropping out man
haha.
its kinda a good experience la

i come back home feeling sick and tired
i step into my hse and i fall asleep str8 away
awwww
fri i skip school and i pay the doctor a small visit at his clinic
i was told to take some medicine to make my cough and thoart feel better
but craps
till now i dun feel any GOOOOOOOOD
=[

i meet up with my cinderS on sat afternoon at town
b4 that i went to shawn hse to look at him
coz he is oso sick
poor baby
we both are sick =[
we headed off to parangon for our lunch at thai express
food there was nice i think
coz i cant taste anything la
thanks alot to my block nose
den we headed to cine to take our neos
den to slacking at rocky master
camwhore through out
nini went to find her bf to pass him things
while shawn came over to find me
and den to his lunch at kobayashi
=]
we den headed over to explanade
i was kana torture there
they painted my face red with alot of blusher and MISS CHIEW JIAYING DRAW MY LIPS OUT OF SHAPE
and they took a video of me
=[
she even tied my hair into ponytails with ray-bin
LMAO
they bought me a cake from spinelli
i think is a apple cake la
sorry i cant finish the cake coz is too sweet la
and THANKS ALOT OF THOSE CONDOM YOU GALS BOUGHT FOR ME
i will put it to good use ok?
CHEERIOS
=D
aft tt we meet puicheng and chris
for some fun
IM FINALLY 18 PLSSSSSS
i love being 18
i cant much things when im 18
go into club openly and watch M18 moviessssss
hahaha.
aft all those fun we had
jy, pui, nini and shawn came over my hse for stayover
they played abit of mahjong and abit of daidee
and all fell asleep
=]
shawn was real sweet plss
my frens all so loBE-ly too
LOL
anyway
i did enjoy my 18th birthday
aft me and shawn wake up from our sleep
my family helped me to celebrate my birthday with a vry nice cake
I LIKEEEEE
haha.
den washed up abit we went over to shawn church to look for his mom
aft tt we headed to kallang for mushroom steamboat
=]
fruitful birthday aint it?
HEHEHE
and also i wanna thank those that wished me happy birthday
i think this is the best bday ever since a long time
cheersssss

NEOPRINTS SHOTS

CINDERS ALL FASTER BE 18
den we can do stuffs legally instead of discreetly
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

2006-05-12T03:26:00.000+08:00

since im online
so here im blogging
i know i know
its been like a donkeyyyyyyy million times since i blog
HA!
sorry sorry
anyway
i forget wad happen to me this whole wk i've been doing
HA!
whatever
im turing 18 soon
on the 21st mayb
REMEMBER!!!
its nxt sunday
LMAO

oh.
that sat night
coz i didnt watch m:i:3 with bf and his frens
i meet up with xinni, jy and my sister for prata at yio chu kang rd there
chiew jiaying cried that day pls
HAHA!
muz make her shy =whatever. we cheered her up ok?
but hse nbcb. keep on talkin to her bf on phone
pangseh us
=[

oh.
im going genting on the tues
will be back in sg on thurs
yeap
going there to celebrate my early bday with shawn
did i mention?
he juz dyed his hair on sun
not obvious la
i cant tell the diff oso
=x
anyway
i think i better start bucking up to do my work man
finally i finish watching my da chang jin la
i missed out mapling
HA!
i dun wanna play maple and get addicted to it man
i wanna concentrate on my work

alright
nothing to blog now
im so gonna shop when im in genting
=D

anyhow
i was online juz now talkin to jy and nini
now we all gt a new name
first is the ah peeps name
second is the lame chop, pork chop, and so on
now we have the cinderXX name
--"
chiew jiaying - cinderyingyin
her bf - cindernehneh
lim xinni - cindernini
her bf - cinderbengbeng
wong puiyen - cinderpuipui
michelle toh - cinder (i still not sure yet)
her bf - cindergerger
ME!!! - cinderbellbell
my shawn - cinderjunjun

HAHAHAHAH!
dumb plsss
but is damn hilarious
=]
i likeeeee

i hate school
i feel like quitting from ids and go poly la
ids is sick
i finally paid my sch fees today
lao sai in the morning sia
nbbb
made bf angry from morning till evening
HA!
=]
love you baby.
coming 20th soon
coming 18 yrs of life
i thank and love you for whatever you have done
LOVES!!

2006-05-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

picture shall start the talking first for wad happen on friday evening =]

oh yeah
i do enjoy myself tt day alot man
i see my old school mates and all
get to play with the band
get to play nice music
and most of all
clarinet
herhs.
FUN
aft concert
we headed down to cine for dinner den to k-pool
stay there ard 2 plus
got to know 2 funny people
=D
i tot butch are always vry dao one man
so anyway
sheesh

i went shopping for my formal clothes on wed and thurs
nbbbb
town sucks seriously
full black formal clothes damn diff to find
i love tpy!!!
coz i bought all my things there in less than 6 hrs
WAHAHAHA!
cool rt

sat was damn sian man
sun too
tskkk
i did my work la coz i skp fri deliberation
=D
sun night i went supper with xinni, puiyen, puicheng and chris to amk
for mac breakfast
WAHAHHAA
and i got to noe chris is younger than me
=x

monday was hol and i stay at home the whole day to do my work
i finally work out my 3Dmax man
if not i will be crying for dunno how many days
nehneh
i learn one new software today
lightscape
not really learn la
but just a rough look at it
tml gg to learn and get my new project brief for my restoration
OH NO!!!!

anyway
happy things to talk about
i might be joining sir's band
if not go take up clarinet lessons
coz shawn say if i wanna be good in clarinet
might as well take up lessons
and oso
im gg genting in 2 wks time with shawn
cant wait man
- cross fingers -
wahahha!

alright
i dun have the mood to blog now
coz i made shawn angry
=[
seriously la
i hate myself alot man
im like not a human being at all
fucking world
i still love you like i always do <3

2006-04-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

so many things i wanna whine about
so many things i wanna talk about
so many things i wanna..
ARGH!

went cycling today at pasir ris park with my family except stepmom =]
dad was sick
but he still brought us out for cycling
i saw him vommitted out 3 times
i see till i myself oso feel like throwing out
my damn brother come into my room juz to burp
nbcb.
now make me wanna throw out all my food
that fucker
always wanna purposely do things to make people angry, hate and look down on him
he dont know how to use his useless things to think
JUST LIKE ME
im vry useless too
=]
plus a total dumb
HA!

ytd morning i woke up early
ard 7 plus though im suppose to wake up at 8
den call miss pear to go pl tgt
met the rest at the school bustop, and walk to sch taking our own sweet time
i step into the band room
i see people i really dun feel like seeing
and i see butt cracks everywhere
HAHAHHAHA!
my peeps shld know la
damn sick pls.
nth to show off so muz show off their cracks
indeed. VERY VERY VERY 'sexy'
played selection of cats
i love that piece so much man
it reminded me of playing in honour band during the music exchange
when it comes to a part i dunno how to play
i always hide my sound behind the pros
den just pretend that im playing
lols!
but seriously i miss those time in pl band with my peeps
but with some dumb ass
i think now the graduates band is damn pathetic pls
especially my section
everyone run away coz of 2 people
i think i shld run away too
=]
but i cannot bring myself to do it
i have been hoping to play in band for so long but i didnt get a chance too
i think i got improve in my band skills la ok
just that not enough air support
i always die out halfway
tskkkkkk
friday will be my last band concert
i feel like crying man
i didnt know how to treasure my past time spend in band only now
i think i will cry aft i play finish my last concert with my peeps
HA!
i so want to play clarinet and join a band for my whole life man
but i dont think so i can do it la =[
whatever.

that day
i went to meet bf
halfway i fall down
--"
and i lost my key
i only found out when i was at shawn hse at night when gg to newton for dinner
=[
surprisely my dad didnt scold me
i feel vry suan-ed that day man
the next morning
i found my key
HAHA!
vry heng man
now den i know the phrase
'whats yours will be yours'
though i know this long ago
but this is the time when i really know what it means
since i have things with me now
i shld treasure it
coz i know good things wont last long
even if its mine or not
LOL!
craps.

quarreled with shawn ytd
for my rudeness
i dunno why la
but i gt flare up coz he didnt msg me to tell me his home
i abit of things oso vry 'ji-jiao'
nbbb
sometimes i feel like killing myself la
my attitude sucks man
i dunno how to be a good gf
not at all
i dont try to do things correctly
i dont like to be ordered around
thats why i always like to piss people off with my fucking action
-SLAPS-

i had a vry bad gastric pain ytd
i cried.
two nights b4 oso like that
sleepness night and having cold sweat
damn uncomfortable
till i didnt get to accompany shawn
so lonely u know
i stay at his hse and slp and eat dinner
he went out with his dad for dinner den his cousins for dota
den his frens for movie
i find this few days
shawn siao in his head
coz he everyday go out late at night for either supper or movies
all are rich kids
RICH KIDSSS
=x
HAHAHAHAHA!

oh
michelle say i dont love her anymore
coz i didnt blog about her
HA!
so i must keep on saying her name now
michelle michelle michelle michelle michelle michelle michelle michelle
enough michelle liao?
HAHAHAHA!

going to catch some slp soon
den wake up early tml do my work again
ar!
friday approaching soon
im totally stress out now man
and my gastric coming back
=[
i didnt eat regularly la
but i still dunno why will like that
nb !

b4 i forget
happy belated 19th on tues dear =]
sorry i didnt get to say it to you that day
loves.

2006-04-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

first and foremost
i wanna announce that.
I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO CYCLE !!!
wahhahaa
oie! slow so what? at least i already know how to cycle ok?
though still abit slow la
went pasir ris park with my family
ride for a little while and it starts raining cats and dogs
all drench in water man
HA! but i love i play in the rain although kana alot of dirty water
feel so disgusted man

anyway
this week's update
shawn was not in singapore coz he was out in genting
had steamboat with my gang on thurs
had sleepness night for the whole of last week
i dunno why
anyway
exam in a another week
have to rush like siao liao
and cannot slp much too
=[
but i hope i would finish everything and will not repeat man
muz stop all my maple-ling
and get my butt to work
( i always say this but i didnt keep my own promise)
TELL ME WHY AM I SO SLACK PLS?!

juz finish the edit-ed autoCAD that margreat help and send me
i hope that isnt any changes la
coz really no time man
i haven done alot of things
the thought of it makes me stress man
ARGH!

anyway
i didnt know jiaying and me had so much to talk about
though we didnt get to know each other for long
-SCREAMS-

ohh.
shawn bought me a maybeline mascara and a handbag
HEHE.
and i have collected my new spec
-CHEERS-

done with blogging
now with tagging
den to do some changes and mayb some 3D models up

im going overseas nxt mth
i guess. (PRAYS)

2006-04-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

back blogging
aint feeling much happy in the evening
but after jiaying said she will help me make my blogskin
there im
smiling like a small puppy
MUAHAHHA
bhb for saying myself that
anyway
skip band again ytd
coz i overslept
gonna do my work aft i finish my game
hehe
think i wont be sleeping tonight i guess
and i juz rmb that my band concert falls on my deliberation date too
kinda stress up when i realise it

life's been vry bored currently
my boyfriend throwing me in singapore on the wednesday till friday
vry lonely
but i think i could make use of this time to do my work la
instead of always slacking around doing nothing

got a few website from cherie on friday
wallpapers and hotel room design
lmao

alright
nth to update
shawn went out with his frens
muz be go clubbing la
( i like to think negative (((: )
so whatever.
my post is getting vry boring i know
i dunno how to blog la
happy things are little
and they dont last long

my peeps and i are thinking of going sakae nxt week
but still not yet confirm
coz no money
and im planning on a trip to tioman in may
but i doubt none will go la
=[
tsktsk

i change my blogskin
HAHA
aft such a long time
credits to my miss chiew jiaying for her hard but short work
ROFLMAO
hello! is the thought that counts rt?
though simple
but i like
greeeeeeeeeeeeennnn
i think im kinda in love with green this few days
HA.
muz be jealous over too much things la
((:

till then again.

2006-04-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

back blogging
nth to talk about recently
coz this wk im sick
down with a thoart infection and cough and now FLU
=[
ytd shawn send me home
WAHAHHAAHHA
sweet rt?

anyway
1 more mth to deliberation
and yet to do my work
mapling and mapling non-stop
no motivation at all man
=[

byebye.

ms chiew
i gt blog ok?

2006-03-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

since a long time sinc i blog
vry lazy to do so even though i gt tons of things to talk about
=]
anyway
i went wild wild wet with jy, xinni and puiyen last thurs
gt tanned and play for many many hours
LMAOO
we keep on playing ulah-lah non-stop
climb up and slide down and climb up and...
HAHHAHAHA
nv get tired man

sat i went for band prac
prac was not a good as last mon one
bloody hell
we hafta take the old instrument to use
so smelly and i cannot take it anymore man
LMAOO
but i can take up the smell la
~~one asshole keep on takng the good clarinet~~
she say no one is using tt clarinet so she can use den she go take and use
tsktsk
she thinks she deserves the better one when NO! she isnt a good one though
aft band went home with pearlyn
change and went out to serangoong meet bf and had a swim at his dad's condo
=]
had lunch at his hse and i loveeeeee his maid's cooking
FRIED BEEHOON
i ate like 3 servings
WAHAHHHHAHAH
den we rest awhile and headed over to town hereen to have billy bomers.
the milk shake there is damn nice can
i regretted not ordering the cookie's n cream one
den walk ard in town and michelle come find us
aft tt she left coz she go meet her fren
stayed ard town for a lil while den home-d
at night i went for supper with shawn and frens to newton circle to eat
mayb that is where i gt my thoart infection la
went to the doctor today and gt my mc
=]

alrights gonna play maple now
den off to do my work
ta-ta

2006-03-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

so not in a good mood
i juz lost like 1 mil mesos in maple
thanks to shawn cousin for stealing the mesos from me
i love it so much that you took my mesos like no one's business
and making me feel so fed up like a fucking maron
thank you so much for making me blowing my top off
and even thank you so so so so so much for ruining my very perfect week by having to write this fucking entry to complain
good job dude
you did the right thing

first of all first,
HAPPY 18TH MONTH DEAR

alof of happenings this week for me
even have pictures to entertain everyone here
but this mayb is gonna be a long entry :)
so here we go

sun i stayed over at shawn house coz i tot he mayb will hafta go down army on monday
moday i went to school str8 from his house
and first time in my life
my bf ever send me to school
p/s: im not tryin to make u feel mean alright? im saying you are the best. i love you so much dear ^-^
den i had to stayed in school to finish up my proposal that i didnt do
i was so damnit stress over it man
den met bf at dobby ghaut mrt station and headed dwn to serangoon
he went swimming at his dad's place and i went pl for band prac
we played chorale and shaker's dance II
almost died playing tt song
and i forget most of my timing and my notes and fingering
--"
but anyway we did managed to finish the whole piece
gt a band concert on the 28th apr.
YEAHHHHH

aft prac. me, pearlyn, shirin, charlene, jiaying, michelle toh and xinni wanted to head dwn heartland for dinner
but coz we hafta take 2 bus dwn so we went over to hougang mall instead
i had ice-kachang coz dad cooked dinner for me
den back home

wed i didnt meet shawn coz i gt steamboat with my pearlyn jy, xinni pui and mich toh
:))
meet jy and pearlyn first to walk ard bugis den meet the rest at marina south
my ez-link card spoil out of no reasons when gg back tt tym
so anyway, we went to the dragon dunno wad one
the food there is so yummilicious mann
dun mind gg there again
HEHE
had alot of cam-whoring session
bwahahhahaha

thurs i bought my bro dwn to semb beach with shawn and family
played a lil while den headed to sakae for dinner
^-^
help shawn to dye his hair
though clour not obvious
but i still like his hair
coz he cut it short and thin liao
den back home ard 11 plus
yawnnnssss

fri i went dwn wild wild wet with my sis and bro
had fun there though my bro lost his spec halfway while playing
gt so worried that he wont nv get his specs back
but luckily he did
phewwww
played only ard 3 hrs
vry lil things to play
but still
i did help my sis and bro to fill up there holidays
den head back home for dinner and slp
HEHE

sat.
we gt a quarrel
coz of me
saw smth which i aint suppose to see
coz i noe will make me vry jealous
tskk
seriously i find sometimes
i rather not noe im sharing smth with someone
but if i dun noe anything i will feel so fucking cheated
but even if i noe i will feel so fucking idunnowhat
--"
so anyway
meet shawn at bishan to buy his step-mom and step-sis present
DENNNNN
we went to buy out disney on ice tickets at bugis
MUAHHAHAHAHAHA

had dinner at siam kitchen
food vry nice
but too hot for me till i gt a bad headache and feel like throwing up
wth?!
aft dinner walked ard bugis awhile
shawn so cute tt day but he dun seems himself
coz. ermm
dun say better
LMAOO
ltr he say i make him throw face again
wahahhahahaa
<3

sun meet him at his house den went to indoor stadium for our disney show
we felt kinda werid at first
coz everyone there like small kids with their family
but slowy yeaaa
we saw pple ard out age
so its alright
=D
i love the disney princesses tt part
so niceeee
wanted to take a few pics.
but sorry
my hp resolution not good
so didnt take any
aft show we booked a cab go to church
coz kallang not even a single cab appear
even if so, all in on-call
--"
we had steamboat at novena today
vry nice
and guess wad?
we saw ah guaS
arrrr
freaking ugly sia
they sat beside us
is like so OMGGGGGG
hahahahha
oh. shawn juz bought a new digicam
fujiflim
vry cheap and good to use
HEHE
alright
long post enough
shawn complain ask me why so long nv cal him
byebye

2006-03-12T02:14:00.000+08:00

i wanna change my blogskin so soon coz im getting sick of using this current one now
it makes me feel so irritated when i wanna see my tagboard
i wan smth tt when i scroll dwn
i can see my TAGGGGGGGGG =]
i vry choosy hur?
but who cares

so anyway.
boring week
gt a proposal to hand up on monday
skip school on mon and fri.
shawn deferment damn sick
always gt prob
now dunno if monday gg in army or not
=[
so sadd if he is gg in army

eating my porridge now
damnit. i cant finish it at all when i like cook so little
arrr going to grow so fat soon
anyway
vry little to blog about
mon gt band meeting
wed gt bbq
=]
i wanna go wild wild wet soon
i can get in wild wild wet for $4
HEHEHEHEHE
so cool rt?
but only vaild for march
SHAWNNNNN CAN WE GO WILD WILD WET SOON?!?!?!?!
anyway, i wanna go back maple liao

i make spoil my spec.
dunno who sit/step on it
feel so weird wearing my contacts at home

wooooo
shawn juz taught my how to play dota on fri late afternoon
still a kiddo to it
but. im learning hard alright?
i wanna OWNED shawn tang coz he bully me during the game
he think i first time play so can keep on kill kill KILL KILL
i wanan quit he dun wan coz he say he LOVE to kll my hero
'haha' im gonna be better than u
- hmphfffffff -

jealousy is wad i do best =]

2006-03-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

so very funny
my desktop monitor is spoil. who the fuck make it spoil im still not sure
coz when i reach home everyone is asleep
my mood now is like so OMG
coz i feel vry irritated with myself and everyone around me
thanks to my PMS
yes, good job PMS. u have done me proud by making me so irritated
whatever
im gonna ask dad to buy a LCD screen for me den
bless myself that my laptop wasnt at home
if not oso sure same thing as my desktop
--"

so anyway
vry long since i last bloggg
cant really remember wad i did
but i did fullfill wad i wanna do this week
that is to watch big mamma's house 2
its real damn funny mann
i still left out my choco/ice-cream fondue
but its ok
at least shawn got bring me out for movies la =]
should be content with it
school's usual
had tutorial today with elsie and the class
gt new project to do
its kinda sick actually
coz i haven started on my office design
i think i sure m gonna fail this module soon

had jogging with pearlyn on wed night
totally tired out aft 3 rounds
=[ ~~
very sad coz cannot reach my target of 5 rounds

woo
that day i went to park view square
that place is super grand man
i cant really explain wad it is like, but those taking design student
should really pay that place visit
you wont regret stepping into the building

kinda vry bored now coz my desktop monitor is spoil
coz i dun usually use for laptop in doing this kinda thing
unless in school or outside
so vry tired recently
haven to sleep at 3 plus 4 am in the morning
and have to wake up like before 10
im having eye bag now man
i dun usually have them one

sob
i so want my foundation and all
but dun have the fucking money
daddy and stepmom juz bought me a new shirt ytd
--" saddly to say, its a v-neck top

so anyway
im going to go on with my maple now
den if possible
do my presentation tml =]

misses and till then

2006-02-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

i juz so miss my blog suddenly that i wanna blog down wadever things i wish to blog today
i dunno if im feeling happy now or rather tired or what-so-ever la

a good news to start with =]
im joining back band soon
pl alumni band
will be seeing all my band frens soon
i think i miss them alot
i miss those days when we were in secondary school
i miss those kinda days when i dun have to think so much
except to eat, sleep, play, gossip, study and slack
leading a vry carefree life
i so wanna stay in sec. sch with my frens

anyway
2 days ago i gt this particular URL from xinni
to my shock i opened it up and it was gay blog la
mean to laugh at them but i feel weird somehow la
but these two gay couple are super romantic can
more romantic and sweet than a normal boy and gal
sad thing to say the blog is closed down
LOL!
so no more discrimination from public
on the other hand
it got me to think of some things
when i meet up with my sec sch frens
they will always qns me first thing abt my love life
kinda dumb but i dunno why they love to ask me that
whoever gt a bf they will aim at asking them this qns

fren: oie i heard u gt a bf ar? how long liao u both?
me: errr.. 1 yr plus or so liao. why?
fren: wahhh so long liao. nxt time gt wedding rmb to invite me ar?
me: you siao ar? wan eat free dinner issit? LMAOOO!!

its kinda dumb to think abt such things seriously
i noe by saying this will hurt my bf
but i dun pin high hopes on looking towards marriage with who im with now
im not those kinda person who go for short r/s
but somehow i find i cant think too far
scared to get hurt to the fact that things turn out the other way round
im not strong at all
i may act like im
but deep inside im not
=]
ever since those things tt happen last wk
i have learnt a big lesson
its no point being jealous over some stuffs
im not god that can change a person behaviour
neither can i change some fact
but to accept what has been given to me and treasure it while i can
instead of crying over the loss when it will be gone

chiew jiaying has been vry funny this few days
i dunno wads gotten into her
but i think i love her alot
especially her dirty-ness
LMAO

arrrr
i realise i've been spending money like water sia
coz of my ez-link card
the cost of gg to sch by bus and train
to shawn hse by bus and train
u think like tt spend how much liao?
tsktsk

i missed out jogging for two days man
getting so fat from all those biscuit and chocolates =[
- cryyyy -

homewrk have been damn heavy this few days
think i slack too much liao ar
ltr have to ton my night away to rush up all the stuffs
gt two presentation to do tml

im so cranky now
think i better stop
and go my butt back to my work

I WANNA HAVE CHOCOLATE FONDUE
and
CATCH THE MOVIE BIG MAMMA'S HOUSE 2
anyone interested in doing this two things in a day
pls msg me
im willing to join u gals out for some gossip time

ohh btw. wed buffet in sch was damn niceeee
=]

toodles.

2006-02-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

i need to have trust on you and me to make it last
so much we have been through
a step towards a longer journey

1 wk since i blog
i sort of hated this week
suppose to be happy but i think i screwed everything up
but this is the time when i really noe tt i still have pple ard me who still concern abt me
i dun have to say out who it is
you people sure noe one la
=]

anyway
dun really have to elaborate alot
juz not a good week to have
alot of quarrels and misunderstaning
and my foolishness and implusive-ness
SORRY !!!!
im overly sensitive la
wad to do?
im so so so jealous over some stuffs one cann
=[
dun like myself for being tt sometimes

fri i gt tutorial
gt another proj to do
which is like so waste of my time
but nvm la
since my major proj is so boring
got another proj in hand can let me tie down to my laptop and do research
at least i wont hafta think so much abt things i shouldnt be thinking
muahahahahah !!!
i muz be a happy girl who dun cry so much
tts the spirit im looking for =]

i meet shawn at orchard mrt station today
we went walking ard town to look for my addidas jacket
gt one nice one but cost 100 plus when i like only gt 60$ with me
-______-"
so nvm
den we went esprite
den to cine to have our dinner
shop a lil while den head to his hse to rest
coz he is feeling uncomfortable for some reasons
LMAOOOOO
=x

came home ard 12 plus
talk him into bringing me and step-mom and sis to town
den trick him into getting me a jacket
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!
fuck im so mean

ok
nights
shawn ask me to watch this funny show now screening on chn 8
im gonna go off to catch tt show and give him a call
=]
toodles and till then

2006-02-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

ITS SUNDAY
he hasnt come back despite its already gg to 12am
called him phone and his mom is off
=[

anyway
updates for this wk while shawn wasnt ard
friday i went to return the dog to jasmine jiejie at her shop
den meet pearlyn went to heartland to buy the stuffs for our baking
had laska mee and grass jelly drink.
OMG!!! SO DELICIOUS !!!!
den back to her hse to bake cookies
is damn nice mannn
cannot stop eating ar
sat i was suppose to meet michelle
budden i cancel it coz i go library with pearlyn
on my way there gt a vry bad stomach ache
='[
den stayed there till 4 plus and went off to raffles city robinson to get pearlyn's stuffs
stay quite awhile there to look at bags and makeups
muahahhahahaha
den went back to kovan had my dinner
den home-eddddddd
sun i rot the whole day at home
i tot daddy would be so nice to accompany me to library to finish my unfinished research
vry gd gal rt? =]]]]]]
so nvm..
i watched alot of shows today
gt kungfu sweatheart, tom yam goong all VCDs
on SCV gt cinderella the cartoon one
LMAO
so long nv watch love it so much
i love disney princess
den i watched 50 first date
hahahaha
that is still the best show ever
can nv get tired of it mann
anyway
toodles for now
waiting for his call to reach sg safe

2006-02-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

valentine's day round the corner
just like michelle and jiaying
i miss those days in pl
where gift exchanges always happen even on the slightest occasion
sweets, soft toys anything
so...
WHO IS GOING TO GET ME A BOUQUET OF LILIES OR ROSES OR SUNFLOWERS?
i wan 9 stalks of it if can.
=x jkjk
LMAO!!!!

shawn is gg genting ltr at 5 am plus
will only be back on sunday night
trying to make my time-table full while he is not ard
b4 i end up dying of boredom
but at least i think of the brighter side
i get to eat home-cook meal for dinner everyday

went out with pearlyn on wed to do a lil shopping
juz window shop la didnt get anything
coz i was damn broke
saw a number of nice clothings at far east and mango
LMAO !
but no cash flow
vry saddddd
aft tt we went for sakae buffet at wheelock's place
gt our breakfast, lunch and dinner all fixed there
vry vry filling
and we stayed there from like 3 to 6
so fun cannn

school resume this wk
still cant get used to the timing yet mann
always late for lessons
had tots of quitting ids and go to nafa
but still gt 1 more yr till i finish my dip.
so might as well complete it
den mayb go elsewhere to take a degree course =]
save time and money $$$$$$$

plannings for friday to sunday
friday - school, home to changed, out to meet pearlyn to get stuffs for baking, back to bake
saturday - mayb out with michelle to nafa open house to steal name card. LMAOOO!!!!
sunday - im still thinking wad to do

dad's gf coming to sg soon
another person more to fill in this hse
i hope everything goes on well for us all
i seriously dun wan another history to repeat again

i feel like getting more ear studs.
-slaps ownself-

I WANNA EAT CHOCOLATE FONDUE =[

i'll miss you much when you're gone

2006-02-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

just when i thought things will turn out better and start to take its step to another level
certain things have to happen to make it worse
causing so many misunderstandings, quarrels, trust, jealousy, everything
i thought i will lose it all.
im not good at winning things i should be doing
im not good at being a right girl for someone
aint good at anything
i'll still try to be myself
i'll still try to accept what i have

things started out rather fun for me this wk
coz its new year
went to all my relatives hse to bainian
and oso to shawn granny hse
collect alot of angbaosssss
=]

went town vry late on thurs.
wanted to catch a movie
but no more seat
had shawn fren to drive us for late supper
den to shawn hse to slp

had mahjong with my gals ytd at my hse
jy, mich, xinni, pui, van
and the guys - shawn, hongfai, funing
win ard 20 plus in blackjack with dad, sis, bro, shawn and funing
vry vry fun indeed
so long nv gamble liao

sat i went out for dinner at tony roma's
aft tt head to singapore river angbao
spend alot of money there
bought one present for shawn granny for her bday tml
i think its vry nice

will blog nxt wk
school's starting real soon for me
haven done my work =[

happy things wont last for long
sadness still overcome me somehow

2006-01-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

i cant really remember wad i did for this wk
only that i went shopping with michelle
lost my contact lens and make a new one
got vry super pissed off by someone dumbass on fri night
cleaning the whole house for CNY
have dinner at granny hse and see my vry long nv see cousin.
i feel vry old when they are all ard
-___________-
did some CNY shopping for house
and mild quarrel
=]

dun really have to mood to do anything at all
will not be sleeping tonight coz i going to 'shou ye'
yeap.
so thats it.
i dunno wad to blog
vry lazy to maple this few days oso
find no mood in doing anything
hols gt one more wk
den is time for module 3

happy chinese new year all
collect more ang bao ask me go out =x

~~i cant seems to make you happy everytime~~
i dont stuffs for you to make you happy always
i feel drifted away
i think i think too much
should be better off dead

i find myself a big failure
dun even bother at all.
i hope i can be fine too =]

2006-01-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

bahhhhh
deliberation is over
yeahhhh

shawn granny gt admitted to hospital today
so we didnt go anywhere
coz we rush dwn from funan to changi to see her
hope she is feeling better
=]
i gt vry small appetite today
coz i cant finish my crayfish pasta
so yummy loh i cant finish
and the fries oso
hais
thx to my cheeken burger la

anyway
my laptop has been killing me man
coz this wk i go dwn to jurong east two times le
eeyer
so tired and all man

its the hols already
finally can relax myself now
woohoo
gg to chiong maple acc till lvl 48
hohoho !
i sot liao
okok
byebye.

16th mth with shawn is juz over
=]
nv celebrate coz rushing homewrk
but no matter wad
i still love him
muack muack

2006-01-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

miss jy.
i nv hl i gt pink razr okkk?
but im proud to have one
LOL!!!
yes. i gt a new phone
trade in the old and get the new
the rest shawn help me pay
((x
thanks darling. LOVEYOU ^-^

tues.
i went out for lunch with shawn and his dad and family
to taka souel garden
aft tt went shopping
and bf bought me a pair of shoe and a bag
HERHHHH
still im gonna say
LOVEYOU darling
halfway meet up funing den go k dinner
wahahahahaaha !!!
so funnnnnn ~

wed.
i meet up with wendy huishan and christy for dinner
didnt meet shawn coz he gt lan
den wait for miss choo to end her work and go home tgt

thurs.
i pon school
meet shawn
slack play eat watch tv at his hse
den home

fri go sch.
didnt meet shawn
toes all blister one by one
michelle called
some things happen
tsktsk
when can some guys not be such a two-timer mannnn

sat.
which is today of coz
celebrate sis bday
den out to meet shawn at his serangoon hse
den off to town
went hereen to have dinner at lemongrass
food was nice
den waited for lao.
and went off shopping for my sis bag
aft tt slack ard while waiting for funing
den join them to go for drinking
aft one cup and i went off home liao loh

a vry full week this week
and a dreadful week nxt wk
exam comin mann
haven finish my work
ARRRRR
kill myselff mannn
meeting pear tml to see pl band play
yippies
^-^
miss bitching with her
muahahhahaa
anyway
come back nxt time la
hiaks.
go play game liao le

OHHHHH
i love to eat tea leave egg
damn yummie
((x

2006-01-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

hahaha
as promised i will be back to make my tagboard
and ta-da ~
done
((:

have been raining whole day ytd and today oso
so cold but i likeeee ~~~
was late today
wake up too late le
nbbb
meet shawn and his fren at suntec
bought shawn black razr and my pink one
^-^
love it so muchhh
herhhh
den went lan with shawn for awhile
den go home le
reach home den go dwn for dinner with dad and sis
fell so bloated now
bahhhhhhhhh ~

hafta go off now
come back on sat if possible

2006-01-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

KNNBCCB!!!!
first thing i open my blog see the tagboard
gone missing
who have been tagging in my blog recently
pls wait till i dunno when den u start yakking all ur nonsense in my tag
paiseh paiseh
=[
sad case la

anyway
vry long since i blog liao ar
sch work have been hectic for me when i reach home
LOL
-isabel is lying coz she come home liao is sleep only-
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
fuckit
exams comin and i haven do my detail and construction drawing yet
--" ~~~~
anyway
recap recap
mon go shopping with two vain-pot
namely shawntang and his best fren funing
tues sch.
wed sick. stay at home slp and do homewrk and play game
thurs sch.
fri pon
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
vry nice timing for sch dude

23rd is my hols
till the 4th
gonna be in module 3 soon
and another 1 more yr to graduate from my dip.

today went to meet bf as usual
go ard suntec and plaza sing. to look for motorola V3 pink
love my DEARRRR soo much
coz he plannin to get me that
and he get his black coloured one
cool
anyway
nth to blog la hor
try comin back on mon to do my tagboard stuffs
knn.
stupid doodle
waste my time man
_!_

iloveyousomuchbaby
mylifeiscompletedwithyouaround

2006-01-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
((:
surprisingly i was able to ton out again ytd
but i didnt go out to spray foam at pple
neither did i even go out to esplande or blah
the day ytd was totally ruin by some ass
pissed? but im juz keeping my mouth shut

anyway
i had pastamania at suntec ytd
raining like hell ytd evening
and to think i actually wanted to go down dobby ghaut to collect my psp games
my eyes had a sore
and i had a hard time doing my eyeliner and mascara
-___-"

anyway
i ton at shawn hse ytd night
i was sleeping the way through when people are counting down for new year
too tired to do anything
plus i think i sort of had the worse new year eve coz someone ruin my so-nice mood

wadever
since its the beginning of a new year
i decided to drop those things behind
but..
u cant stop me from talkin too much
:D

to summarise for my yr 2005
those dreadful memories
throw them back
lead a new life
with shawn with family with frenz
in all, start anew
another 1 yr im going to be with shawn
but baby baby of mine gg army soon
:((
hope there will be less quarrel between us two

new year resolution
1.turn my attitude better
2.more cash
3.hair longer
4.less lazy
5.SLIM DOWN
6.do well in shcool and everything - I WANNA BE PERFECT! =x
(wait long ar)
7. bigger eyes like this -----> O.O
8.lasting with shawn
muahahahahhaa~
i still gt more
but i dunno why my brain isnt working now
think im too sleepy la

i miss meeting up my frens
meeting the ahs on new year again
cant wait
and...
IM TURNING 18 ON MAY
yes! ((:

hahahaha
craps
i dunno wad im talking about mann
-slaps myself-
so gonna perm my hair
hehe.

toddles.
will be bloggin next wk la
school starting le )):

2005-12-26T04:44:00.000+08:00

first of all
a big MERRY XMAS to those out there
i noe im abit late to say it but still
its still in the xmas mood rt?
:))
anyway
i had my first time tonning out on xmas eve
i tot my day would be staying at shawn house and slack
play maple
kan sian sia
but go out liao oso damn nehneh pok de sian
went to esplande to meet his frens
poor shawn kana spray
think alot of innocent pple kana spray for no reasons la
but pple do love to enjoy mann
but i will get irritated if i kana sia

aft tt went to clarke quay
look for a pub to sit down
but all full

attention:
my tots abt ugly singaporeans
gals who dunno how to drink
or drink too much
get theirself drunk
throw up along the street
make a awful appearance

that day i saw this siao charbo
think she was vommiting or smth
she suddenly look up
say merry xmas
no one reply her funing see her poor thing
wish her merry xmas back
WAHAHAHA!!
hilarious plsss
den sit at this place
the beer sucks
lols

i saw alot of PL lites and familar faces when i was esplande ((:
went lau pasak had fried kway tiao
kaos eh
damn nice sia
I LOVE IT !!!!
den aft tt cab to bf house ton
bath and played MAPLE!
omg~
i realise me and shawn damn bad sia
shhh ~
cant say out wad it is.
so...
i love having late night talks with shawn
i dunno why
but i juz love it
i think im crazy
lols!

dumb shawn went zouk on fri again
drink his dunno tequilla shoot and BLAHS!
i at home drink plain water and coke
=x

its hols for me now
and it kinda sucks
coz i hafta rush alot of my work
i haven been touchin them for ages mannn

bought a xmas log cake home for family
had bbq at night with shawn and his family
((:

in all
I LOVE MY DEARIE!
coz he gives me the best xmas i ever had
and of coz i oso love my xmas present from him
my anna sui's dolly girl perfume with other things
so nice smell

btw,
i caught king kong on wed
the show is damn long ~~~
little speech more action
poor king kong died
i find he vry funny leh
hahaha ~

new year coming so fast man
its juz next wk
i still own shawn xmas pressie
)):

off to maple to kill tine while waiting for his cs to finish
b4 i go.
it was our 15th last sun
time passes
i still love AND miss you so much

cbbbb.
i look at one recent pic i took
i realise i grow fat alot liao
my face like machiam bloated
siao liao
have to go on diet soon le

2005-12-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

hello all.
its been one week since i last blog
lols.
anyway
me and my dad are ok already
thx for all who ask :))
and oso
i cant always blog coz muz bf permission first
LOL!!!
plus i have been playing maple alot recently
till i dun wanna do my homewrk
lalalalalaala ~
alright

i didnt meet bf ytd coz smth happen la
sch was boring mannnnnnn
coz gt no one in school
and its damn siannnn
im so sick of doing my work oso mann
waliew ehhh
king kong the movie is finally out
and im gonna watch it soon
YES!!!!

today i went out to cityhall walk till marina sq alone coz bf still having his training
den i hafta go back cityhall mrt station to wait for him
-__-"
heng gt lim nini talk to me on phone la
i gt money for shoppin le
but i spend it today
on pizza hut, cab fare and dads xmas present
HEHE!!!!
im gonna get anna sui's dollie girl soon
coz my bf gonna buy it for me
I LOVE YOU DARLING!!!
so anyway
i will be gg shopping soon nxt sat with xinni
i went esprite today with bf
he say the clothes there dun suit me
sad la
i see no nice clothings mann
think go with gals shopping are better la

damnit siaaa
xmas coming so soon le
=[
no money at all
still dunno wad to get for bf lehh
nbbcbbbbbb
like tt die liao la
HAHAHAHAHAHA

CNY oso coming soon
which means i oso can go shoppin real soon mannn
GETTING ANOTHER LEVI'S JEANS
wooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~

okay
i juz reach home
my darling is gg zouk with his frens
ytd night go out till so late go gamble den lose
today go clubbing again
liew!
make me so worried like hell sia
like thinking ar will pple spike his drinks or ltr he will do smth bad behind me not
WALAO EH!!!
fucking worried like fuck la

today dinner was seafood pizza and spicy drumlets
HAHAHAHAAHAHA
cannot eat finish muz tabao again siaa
like last wk tony roma's
LOL!!
ok. wadever
i gt ulcer on my mouth

i miss my bitches =]
hope to meet them soon
but CJY GG HONGKONG TO SEEE KINGKONG
=x

lastly....
BF I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!
*muacks

2005-12-11T03:26:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i updated my blog
its getting real quiet now
:))
so i shall do some blogging here
anyway
fri i pon sch
went dinner with bf today at suntec tony roma's
food cannot finish la
cheeken
but is damn NICE
:)
many things happen recently
dun wanna talk about it
making me go crazy and crying whole day
nth is wrong with me
is juz smth abt my family
aiyoooo
wad can i say mann
I HATE MY DAD!!!
im not a young kid anymore mannn
i have grow up and is able to take care of myself
i hate people treating me like a small kid when im already gg to 18 soon
18 CAN BUY CIGGIES LIAO LEH
_!_

ARGH!!!
fuck la
i hate the feeling when i cant go out
like when my dad dun allow me go out
he bias
he asshole
he gt gals to lovey dovey ard
his eyes infront no child's love
he treat my bro my sis my DEAR!! and me like shit
he is a nbcb the small ahbeng
i hate ahbengs
always anti-ahbengs
knn
cant be bothered to say anymore la

anyway
i love fish & co. food
:))

ohh
did i mention?
plcb gt gold in genting compy
congrates to those who participated in it
though i hate some pple from the band now
=x
LOL

my dad better give me money for shopping nxt wk
at least a 200
if not can buy what with 100?
bf gg to pei me go shoppin rt?
=D

dear. no matter wad happen
we will go through everything smoothly
i dun care wad he say or do
i kill him soon if he really make me blow
i so feel like shouting at him sometimes too
lets wait till tt gal come to sg
if my dad still dun allow me go out
i think u better prepare more money and a space on ur bed for me to stay liao
:D

fuck those adults who think im still a young gal who noe nth
they dun understand kids
i hate dad who loves to interfer with their child's r/s
no sense mann
they should care abt theirs instead and stop being a KPO

_!_

2005-12-06T01:48:00.000+08:00

its irritating when u dream of smth you cant have
but its fun to dream of things that you cam have

ive decided
to put down all my laziness
stop hanging ard with my com, tv, online
and get on with my studies and work
yes!
im damnit serious about working hard now and no more slacking
i have to get back to my creativity coz i think i lack of it
would be going sentosa this sat
i hope i can find the fun there

2005-12-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

this life is sick dude
i feel so guilty when jy said tml she aint gg sch coz she is pon
and she wanted to meet me
but i said i meeting bf tml
ARRGGHHHH !!
guilty plssss

anyhows
i didnt catch cheeken little today
oh wells
fated to watch certain movies only
HAHAHA

ohhh
i need to get my makeup soon
and new clothes too
and oh yeahh
im getting my hair curled b4 dad's wedding
=D
cant wait to have my hair long and all
shall not cut it for 2 mths
hahaha
think i will look like a messy ass by then

no school for me tml
4 days of rest
wtf?!
i think my body is a lil sick
morning i was still sick like fuck
now im feeling rather cool
-_-

in a delimma now
sld i go clothes hunting or sentosa with my gang
i feel bad not to go with them
but i feel even worse coz i dun feel like gg sentosa
ewwwwwww
i hate myself damn much

i would love to have many mickey clothings
nice jeans
more nice makeup
nice skirt
nice accessories

YAWNS!!!!!!!!111
its late in the night now
one O2jam game and im done for today

2005-12-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

ok
here to annouce that im officially sick
pls visit me at the hospital soon
im gg out ltr again
OMG!!!
my dad is gonna scold till like dunno wad liao
YAWNS!!!!

2005-12-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

sick
block nose
pain thoart
damnit
and bf still dare ask me out swimming at the same place again
think im gg back to slp again
NOT GG SCHOOL
i cant feel my nose now
argh!

2005-12-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

awwww
its a friday early morning now and im blogging
my sis playing O2jam
the sound is horrid
cfm cant slp one
LOL
tt sis of mine bought her O2jam e-points
and she now fucking can play alot of songs sia
knn
im feeling so sick now mann
gt flu and sore thoart
this afternoon gt slight fever while in school
was late for sch sia
coz i go sunshine plaza to get my work print
yes!!
its the 3rd time im redo-ing it
and its a fucking waste of money
even the uncle there pity me leh
LOL!!!!
he say he feel sad for me coz have to redo so many times
tsktsk
plus he oso say the school teachers damn irritating
HAHAHHAHHA!!!
funny like fuck la

anyway
i went swimming ytd at fort canning The Legends
cb sia
bf mama member there so no need pay money
use anything there oso free
if bring frens there
go swimming or gym all this
5 plus 10
cbbb sia
so damne x
we only like swam less than 20 mins pool
less 30 mins jacuzzi and suana
OMG!!!
i love the hot jacuzzi
and the suana
coz i can jianfei
BWAHAHAHAHHAAH
i think i sick coz of the jacuzzi la
the person say it will bring the tempt up
now my bf oso sick
tskkkk
juz hope baby ryan aint affect by tt jacuzzi
=x
if not i will feel damn bad sia
arrgggghhhhh ~~~
oh yea oh yea
i weight myself ytd
HAHAHAHAHHA!!!
i feel fucking heavy mann
though weight to woman are secret
LOL!!!
but i not pangseh
coz i ownself noe im fat mahhh
HAHHAHH
i weigh a 52.7kg
at first coz im wearing my shorts and shirt so the weight is ard 53.8
FAT PIG LEHH
nbbbb
den heng la
52.7 nia
still not so bad
LOL!!!
muz weigh down to a 45 to 48 kg
ard there
i muz make it mann
if not i cant wear nice clothings la

i so feel like getting brown coloured tees or tanks mann
HAHAHAH
so lacking of clothes now
like machiam always wear the same one
=[
bf keep on nag sia
damn kp
=x
jkjk

alright
im so off to finish my honey liao
my thoart is killing me to death
sian la
but i love being sick
=D
coz i can stay at home
lalalalalalalalala ~~~

long post today
=D
im not sure if im blogging tml

but i think sld be
coz tml im so damn lonely
my bf gg on boot camp at lan shop
tonning some more leh

=]

<3
everyday would be a perfect day

2005-11-29T09:04:00.000+08:00

im so gonna lose 5 to 10 kg for my body weight
i find im wayyyy toooo fatttttt EVERYWHERE
=[
so wanna cry
sld go eat extrim or tummy trim
LOL!!!
or or or.. go slimming centre
-isabel you wait long oso dun have ar-
wahhh
saddddddddddd
exercise more gd ar
sld try slp early everyday
den wake up ard this time or earlier
den drag my sis to jog with me
=x
mean lehhh
BUT I HATE JOGGING
im gonna go swimming
i dun care if i get tanned or wad
cant be bothered anymore
once in a while tan oso nvm
im sick of being fair but fat

had my dinner ytd at swensen
yummilious plssss
and yes
i might be opening frenster acc real soon
=]
bawahahahahaa !!!!

stop me eating for 38474 yrs
i might lose ard 20kg
I CAN MOVE TO AFRICA SOON WHEN I LOSE 20KG
sheesh
michelle dun laugh
always make me so tempted with her sexy body
-__-
and xinni her zhibei-ness
nbbb
oso tempt me become zhibei
LOL!!!
ms chiew jiaying is a lil better
she oso wanna lose weight
HAHAHAHA
so make me feel like losing weight too
slap me hard la

blahblah
counting down to 5 mths
i wanna lose 2kg within this period
so i can start wearing nicee clothing
=D
which means i hafta save money and...
TIME FOR SHOPPING WITH ALL MY 38s
oops
i mean my gf-s

2005-11-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

gonna rush my homewrk today
thx to the down of my com
damnit damnit damnit
i made bf angry this afternoon
boohoo
i wake up too late
aaaaaaaaaa ~
hate myself plssss
like so suay this few days
whatever
ytd i meet bf at cityhall
den back to semb. ntuc to get all our stuffs for out spag
x.X
gt fish prawns and minced beef
mushroom soup and oxtail soup
:D
anyway
this few days are boring
i find im boring too
wayyy too boringgggg
i shall solitude myself soon
away from all those stupid things happening
i find i dun have the mood to do anything at all
baaaaaaaaaaaa ...
anyhowsssss
gonna bath den help me sis to choose her sec school soon
she hafta hand it up tml
190 can go which school sia?
-__-!!

i feel like crying la
i made him so angry and sadd
:(

l would love to spend those days if life with you

2005-11-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

i wonder are sg guys lack of love or sex dude
cbb
i gt this hi5 acc. which i bloody hell dun care
but they freaking keep on send me email
saying this asshole guy call jonathan tan
added me as fren
send me a testimonal
send me and msg
asking me to befriend him or add him in msn
or even. EVEN ask me to give him my contact
stupid la
23 yr old liao
go find a wife la
find a 17 yr old gal like me for wad?
bloody
all i do is accept and do nth
and see wad funny things he will do next
omg !!!
isabel cant wait to have fun for this kinda despo bastard
he ask me do i mind making frens with him
the ans is of coz dude
i stated clearly inside that I HATE STRANGERS
and i do vry much mind
i dun mind spaming him email here mann
he really deserves to be slap
or mayb i sld say haunt
i dun like old guys LIKE SOMEONE I NOE LIKE THEM
tt h**s*** yeap
she loves old guys
but pls count me out
i look young
not old u mofo!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
so mean of me
but who cares la
i dun give a damn about such kinda guys
i so feel like killing those old tiko pek preying on young gals
like those u see in irc, now upgraded to hi5 sia
LOL!!
coz hi5 low profile mahh
frenster oso gt sia
when i gt my frenster still on
they send u msg
askin if u could add him in msn or call him
he give u your contact
waiting for u to call him
wahkao ehh
fuck off old guys
get a life go outside have more social actitives
cant find your wife
go to government
they help u make blind date la
cfm can find a wife one
young gals doesnt mean stupid gals

sgt_tan23@hotmail.com <------
spam this guy with more porn site
let him com gt more trojan
send him virus
anything. !!!
make him go crazy
make him the most sex maniac on earth
HAHAHAH!!!
fucking despo bastard

2005-11-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

i think im so gg to be late for sch today mann
OH NO!!!!
coz my laptop still in the process of repairing
HAHAHAHAH!!!
and i need to buy 3 kindo for mich and frenz
:D
i feel so freaking tired now la
siannn
and like bloody hell
i left my USB port at bf hse ytd forget to bring home
yawnnnnnnnnnns
i forced myself to wake up now siaaaa
arrrghhh
whatever
blog ltr when i come home
think i go bath first den TA-DA
rushing off to sch liao
shit
my card no more money =((

2005-11-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

oh well
i promise to upload this story ytd
but i was juz too tired
and my eyes too crossed to do anymore
btw
jiaying and xinni
i did cut out alot of parts
coz is simply JUST TOO LONG MANNN !!!!
LOL!!!

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gao shu xinni
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
wo zi ni xinni
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
=]]
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ran hou wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ta ba crab jiao dao xinni shou zhong
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
tu ran jian...
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
xinni han de hen da shen
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ying we, crab yao le xinni
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xinni bu ting de ku
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HAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHA
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eric tu ran kan dao xinni ku dao hen jialat
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ke lian la tmd what jialat
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kuai dian ba xinni fu le qi lai
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
you ahlian version ah
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
te story ._.
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cbbb
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i dunno how to spell wad
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okok
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i try again
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ hahahahahhahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
okay
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i finish my version one first
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
give chance
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
i forgive you
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ hahahahaha
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kuai dian ba xinni fu le qi lai
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pao dao fu jin the yi yuan qu
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ehh
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
HAHAHA
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ur turn liao le
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ta men dao le yi yuan hou
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
nono
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
wrong..
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
dang xiao ming ba xinni bao qi lai shi...
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
xinni jiu bu ku le
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ta zhi hui yi zhi kan zhe xiao ming fa dai
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
-__-
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
hahahahahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
LMAO
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
dao le yi yuan hou.
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nice one
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den? wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
your turn
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ermmm
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
omg
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
my Os jus over
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yi shen pang xinni zhou le fu zhen hao
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
u all make compo
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
wan mi faint ah
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
lolx
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shou xinni huo bu liao duo jiu
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jiao xiao ming yao pei xinni duo yi dian
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HAHAHAHAHAH
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i cant think any more leh
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
hahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
xiao ming chen ji
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
wow
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ba xinni dai dao ta jia qu
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
finally ah
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
wahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ba ta qiang jian le
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ren hao ne?
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
=]]
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
=DDDDDD
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
i`m the greaster
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
THANKYOU
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story end
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
cannot
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den?
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
still can continue
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still got?
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
QUICK
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ermmm
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still gt wad ar
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wait ar
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
you this kind sure know ah
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xiao ming qiang jian le xinni hao
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
LOL
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xinni fa xian le yi yang dong xi
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TA ZHEN DE HEN AI XIAO MING
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xinni geng xiao ming shou
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yao yi shen yi shi de bao hu ta
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
-___- bu shi xiao ming bao hu xinni meh?
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ya la wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
wei se me xiao ming so weak one
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
hahahaha
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xinno tell xiao ming say muz protect her wad
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ehh
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i gt a more joke one
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xinni geng eric shou
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yi hao yao qiang jian
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ji de yao mai an quan tao
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x= ._ •(( × ii s a be l l love SS H AW N N × ))• _.
=D
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ying wei...
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
guo le ji ge li bai hou
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
dirty ppl
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
xinni cai fa xian an quan tao de zhong yao xing
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
i`m so innocent
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ying wei zhe yi chi de shu hu....
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
hahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
so fun man
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HAHAHAHAHHA
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cbb sia
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we like machiam advertising condom
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
haha
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
wahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
yah
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HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
moral of this story
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ussssse condom
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pple tot is love story
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LMAOOOO
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n the end is use condom
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
WAHAHAHAHA
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
lame la
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jy and her wild imagination
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
lolx
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LOL
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
not only mine loh
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
LMAO
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
dun blog tt in ur blog mans
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
lolx
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
i want to loh
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
ahahaha
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
but cannot
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
too long
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dun worry
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=D
wo diu diao guo hen duo dong xi, jiu shi xue bu hui diu shang xin ++ ;;GNIYAIJ
hahahahaha
*c¡R[ë] <3 ¡?-?x*
ltr e whole world noe abt xiao ming n xinni story

kkkk
its rather lame
but if u happen to be there
its funny mann
i juz cant stop laughing ytd
though the weather cold till my mouth numb.
but it juz crack my dady up dude
=D

2005-11-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

hello
big news first
sad news
got me so worried like fuck
MY LAPTOP IS SPOIL
knn
windows system32 corrupt
thrus my repairman is coming down
YEAH!!!
praises
he say i can get it fix
and that all my files still remains as it is
WHICH MEANS MY HOMEWRK ARE ALL SAFE TOO
*phew
i had bf walking up and dwn his hse to sun plaza to the computer shop
LOL
but i finally thought that my laptop gt hope liao
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
who cares about that
THURSDAY!!!
my laptop will be done
properly in the early afternoon

i meet bf in the morning to collect his psp
den go ps carefour to buy my water and choco
go sch do my work
talk to red
WEATHER WAS SO DAMN NICE PLSS
i cant stand it
so feel like sleepin now
HIAKs

ok
i think im gg back to talk to xinni now
OMG!!!
i cant stand it now
me and jy are making story for xinni and eric
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
its fucking funny pls

2005-11-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

i think im down with flu or smth
sick
i juz cant stop sneezing the whole day today
aaaarrrrrgggghhhh !!!
anyway
i went sch late as usual
LOL
coz of my uneven time of sleep last night
at least i feel better aft bf my reply my sms
talk for awhile den almost wanna quarrel
LOL!!
and its so damn alright now mannn
anyway
school
sick
i cant stand sch for now plsss
ohh
michelle buy me kindo choco leh
she ask bernard to pass to me
LMAO!!!!!
so sweet of her la
i nv meet bf for 2 days leh
he today gt lan training
x.X
tml den meet him la
think im gg to do my work now
:D
if not get some slp
but first i hafta go bath
i went dinner with my sis and bro today
its been a long time since i sit down and have dinner with them
i miss everyone
like michelle la
xinni la jiaying la
and most of all
i miss my asshole bf
=x
HIAKS

2005-11-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

im both pissed and happy
but i shall start with my post for ytd first
i went out of home at ard 6 plus
reach city hall wait for bf
had xinni to accompany me talk
:D
aft tt went tpy crystal jade for dinner with his dad and family
can u imagine this? i put makeup ytd
LOL!!!
looks kinda ugly on me la. totally look so diff mannn
wadever
aft tt we went walking ard tpy
bf got his hair cut
short as usual
bought me breadtalk - mushroom dunno what one la
damn yummy
MUAHHAHAHHA
bf bought a spiderman shirt for his bro
i gt the pic
damn cute pls
but sorry for the blurness coz i use zoom la
den i saw this necklace
i think is nice ok liao la
:D
bf buy for me
hiaks

xinni was damn sweet ytd night plsss
i said i wanted to open chalet for my bday
and she help me plan everything single thing
the food and costings and all
muahhahahahahaa
whatever

this morning my bf was sick
juz coz of a psp complain and nag i give him so much excuses
argh?! its like hello?! im the one helpin him to get and he complains so much
ccb la him
i dun wan go find him
and i did all those on purpose
i feel mean
but i like
so kan chiong cheeken
i give him a 708$ thing and he is only paying me 200$
he got his ipod nano and sell it to eric
walao eh
he no brain to think la
im the one spending more than him now dude
fuck his ass up mann
knn
dun feel like saying liao la
fucking pissed off with idiots
cheeken kia

2005-11-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

i didnt wanna blog ytd coz i was damn sad la
i didnt went for robin bday chalet
and i missed out the fun with my bf and xinni puiyen they all
damnit
i almost cried on my way home dude
:(
but nvm la
ytd i didnt go sch
coz i went lunch at jake's place with bf
i woke up late sia
omg~ !!
den we went back sewb to watch vcd and rest
caught creep
cb
tt show damn sick
i watch till my legs damn wobbily
x.X
den we went yishun watch harry potter
WALAO EH
NICE SHOW LA DUDE
i give it 4 out of 5 stars
but its a sad thing tt cedric die
i hope i didnt spell wrongly yeaa
and harmonie was damn pretty when she went for the ball
but her expression looks fake when she was dancing with krum
BLAHBLAHBLAH

aft all those shit
i came home
i had my MAC SUPPER
yummy yummy
i had so so so so much much much diff type of sauce from mac mann

and today ~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i gt my new internet speed
my wireless
which i can use on my laptop now
WAHAHAHAHHAHA
i now damn happy spider sia
NOT A KANCHIONG SPIDER like wad red always say
tt cheeken nugget
always disturb me in class

anyway
im still a happy gal
coz...
of my internet speed
spend my 1 yr 2 mths with dear
though i sort of make him quite pissed ytd night la
LOL
i had a great afternoon and evening
not so a great night aft b4 my Mac supper
a great morning to start with and BLAHHHHH
i love everyone
EVERYONE LOVES TAN AH-LIAN
*BOWSSSS*
=x
BAWAHAHAHAHA
madness and madness
i juz love my day to start with my wireless and connection speed
=D

2005-11-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

happy 1 yr 2 mths to my baby
((:
gg out tml
so im gonna slp early today
shall blog tml
((:
nights

2005-11-17T07:43:00.000+08:00

I MISS PL BAND
I MISS PLAYING CLARINET
I MISS LOOKIN AT THOSE BAND SCORES AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT ALL THE FUNNY NOTES
I MISS SECTIONALS WITH PEARLYN THEY ALL
I MISS PLAYING MUSIC AS A WHOLE
IN ALL
I MISS PL BAND
I FEEL LIKE CRYING WHEN I THINK BACK AGAIN BAND
I MISS EVERYTHING I HAD TO DO IN PL BAND
damnit
why sld i quit school that time
i will have another year in PL band
:((

2005-11-17T07:09:00.000+08:00

i leaving sg for good
LOL!!!
with xinni
we are gonna take tt africa airline tts what nini say
to africa to run away from our lack of fashion sense
HAHA!!
she ask me to bring my laptop along in case she feel lonely and misses all of our frenz
she dun wan go arab wan go africa
go arab muz everything cover up den pple dunno us at all
go africa learn those native no need wear clothes
so im gg to elope with xinni today at 5pm
juz right aft i end school
dun miss me leh i scare i will cry
:D

craps
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
i gg to stay in school today for my colour talk
yuppie yaya yuppie yuppie ya ~~
i think im crazy dudeeee
coz i juz keep on singing non stop la
ytd oso
LOL!!!
xinni can make me laugh till my ass drop
i dunno why
she can make me from emo turn to laughing ass
pouts*
better dun say her good words so much
ltr she bhb again
bawahahahah!!!
i woke up at 6.30 today coz i go take money to buy my big big school bible
tt stupid thick book of time saver book
i meet bf at cityhall ytd
walk to marina sq sit dwn for starbuck
den back to sewb watch vcd
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
i find i this few days love to give attitude to shawn leh
den like sort of abit quarrel
but still control those fuckit voice of mine
:))
arr
whatever
i think ive plan my future
i wanna be a shitter my whole life
whole day shit inside the toilet
LOL!!!
*slaps myself
im cocky now
coz i lost slp ytd night

my bf so poor thing leh
quarrel with mom ytd
coz of some money matter la
long story
i dun hafta elaborate rt?
he call me and cry tell me say he quarrel
den when i reach home i call him
he sounded so sad
say no mood to talk and stuffs
i gg to slp tt tym call him again
as usual
he still sound so sad
alamak
sayang -*

yada yada
i go play some games liao
mayb go have an early bath
den see wad time my bro wakes up
go dwn for breakfast

this week sucks
coz i spend alot of money on school stuffs
i so wanna save money la
:((
days without money and clothes totally sucks dude

many thousand little words
forms the heart i have inside
many thousand little action
form the love i wanna give you
many thousand feelings
form the many kinda words i wanna say to you
so many days
so many hours
everytime im with you
i feel different
coz ive got your assurance

2005-11-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

pouts*
no school today
so i shall blog
plus im not drunk and giddy
so i shall blog today
LOL!!!
i was late for sch ytd again
WAHAHAHAHAHAH!
slap me la
always so late go sch man
kns.
damn sick dude
but nvm la
i still gt do abit of work
:D
i met bf for dinner at sakae ytd night
coz i wanted to eat
eat ard 20 plus
hurrrr
den back to semb watch vcd
drank beer.
come home headache
blur blur
go see mirror face red
LOL!!!
i think i look nice when i gt red cheek
BAWAHAHAHAHAH
bhb-ness
see la
xinni u teach me how to be bhb le
lolx
wadever
den back home
i talked to mich and xinni and jy
many many crapz to talk
i hope jy is feeling so much better ytd night
and go out to celebrate her 4th mth with her bf
LOL!!
everyone can be a strong gal if they have the will to
anyway
bf make me cry in the train ytd
:((
i swear i wanna wear nice clothes out mannn
but i need to save money and stuffs
its kinda hard to save mann
gt genting and all
i dun really wish to go man
i only wanna go shopping
at town or smth
how i wish i gt tons of money
yess~~~ MONEY
knn
i sure can go shoppin for one mth la
i make sure my room no place to sleep
only filled with my clothes
HAHHAHAHAHA!!!!
im daydreaming again
i wanna buy foundation la
mine finish le
:((

bf called me wake up just now
ask if i wanna go dwn with him watch WCG not
SIAO LA
i noe nuts abt cs dude
i mean i noe howta play and stuffs la
but i dunno where is where the location
inner? outer? I DUNNO WHERE LA
ask me if i noe all the bomb site, CT base i sure noe
LOL!!!
and the ramp of tt dunno what map i oso noe
HAHHAH!!!
cbbb
i gg to be a cs nerdster only noe this kinda shits liao
i was thinking if i sld go not

okoko
finish blogging liao
i wanna go play O2jam with xinni liao
HEHE
shall blog again today when i come back ltr
=))

2005-11-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

wahseh
finally smth off my mind now
at least the residential can out an ease off my mind for the time being
if tt elsie wan me to do again
which is like so damn OMG!!!
anyway
sch as usual
late
reach at 2.30
i dunno why recenly i have been gg sch late
nth motivates me at all man
meet xinni at parklane
boohoo
i love her man
her so good come dwn find me when i say i vry lonely
if i were to wait at sunshine plaza for the printing to be done
had my nasi lemak
HEHE
parklane always have nice nasi lemak
bugis oso leh
but i wake up late la
so nv go meet mich for lunch
time to save money mann
borrowed money from red today
coz i didnt money for printing
muahahah
thx red ((:
went to play pool aft eating and while waiting
eric came halfway to find xinni
played 2 games
den back to sunshine plaza to collect my stuffs
den back to sch to pass the work to elsie
i think im gonna fail for sure la
if not is redo and redo
))=
its time to start doing my retail mann
if not its like 2 wks late k?
sighs*
did finish a new layout for my blogskin
but this time is white
i still prefer black mann
but nvm la
nice ok le ((:
doing all this template thingy make me cant wtch harry potter nor project runway
im thinking wad i wanna watch man
if not i nxt mon watch proj runway
walao
tt show damn cool
i wanted to visit the website
its so damn slow
plus its not as detailed as america's next top model
this few days are boring mann
nothing to do at all
this is craps dude
nehneh pokkkkkkkkkkkkk
i so wanna catch harry potter new movie
bf is sure to come with me this fri to watch
its our new month ((:
time is rather fast eh?
HURRRRRRRR
thurs i hafta stay in sch till 9 for some colour talk
but i think it would be fun eh?
coz its gt smth to do with C-O-L-O-U-R
!!!!!!!!!!!
part of my fav. la
i love colours
i feel so excited when i see colours
hahahaha
hyper active now
anyway
shall start using my new blogskin tml
till then
i feel hungry again
im saving money now for genting
bawahhahahha
shit
i juz rmb i need to buy tt stupid time-save book which cost ard 100
(x.X)
die.
so damn waste money la
i wanna work can?

btw
can anyone tell me if i sld open frenster acc.?
this few days so many pple ask me create one ar?
aiyoyo
but my bf dun like leh
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
ideas and comments plss
IN MY TAGBOARD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
=x
toodles.

i want something special
like the only heart you have given me to care

2005-11-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

head damn pain ar
nbbb
feel like dying sia
watch exorcism of emily rose
nice show i should say
come back read the whole story of her
=))
now i downloading O2jam music
so tt ltr can play ar
tml gg to wake up early
go eat nasi lemak with michelle ar
i miss eat lemak so much all of a sudden
wahh bth ar
i dunno why this few days i gt no mood to blog la
i feel so hungry now
coz i gt eat dinner at 4 plus 5
had fish and crab
now i feel hungry
but i scare grow fat
so dun wan better la
SIANNNN !!!!!!
13.0KB/sec liao
fast ar?
faster download finish la
hope dun have prob
if i peng
92% liao
weeeehaaaa~~
go surf the net liao le
while waiting
if not i really die ar
nehneh

2005-11-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

cbbb
i played mahjong today at wayne house
coz of tt lin cheong
he went off for his dinner with his family
-__-
ended up me and bf and emma and wayne play
i win one game
lose all the rest
fuck i find i really no luck la
(x.X)

OMG!!!!!
stick wit u by the pussy cat dolls is damn nice man
sld go listen
HEHE.
i juz cant stop listening to it

2005-11-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

wadda boring
i went to sch late
who cares la
school sucks this few days
no mood at all
i didnt meet bf today leh
surprise?
no need too
coz he understands it all
i love him
muahahahaha
IM SO BORED TODAY
KAOZ
ANYONE ABLE TO ENTERTAIN ME ????
pls call my hp or house phone to find me for some bitching thx =)))

2005-11-10T15:13:00.000+08:00

school skipping today
((:
slaps myself pls
i juz dun feel like gg sch la
nbbb
go many movies to catch
-harry potter and the goblet of fire
-chicken little
-tt bunny show, i dunno whats the title ok? i juz now is hare smth de =D
-exorcism of emily rose
WAHAHAHAHAAH
fuck my brain pls
its getting so less active
dun wanna do any work and stuffs

2005-11-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

i went to library to do my work today
((:
i feel proud of myself
den i met bf and frenz at xbox
boring place
aft tt wait till 5 plus
go home
eat slp slack watch vcd
life is boring la
nth special de
kns.
what to do?
i think im gonna wake up early tml to do my work again
omfg
this sucks

say "NO" to KPOs :))

2005-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

to those strangers whom i dunno
shut ur mouth up and keep all your bloody comments to yourself
who needs your kpo-ness in here?
who wans all your fuckit attention here in my blog?
for you to bad mouth about me?
go ahead la
hate me hate me hate me
so wad?
big fuck meh?
i may hate you all also wad
think all of you are fucking great?
like alot of people like?
wahseh
who is perfect in a way sia?
wake up la
dun say till all of you are great in everyway la
if you are so great in everywhere
i wont even hate you
i dun like to believe in those rubbish saying
'I LIVE FOR MYSELF NOT FOR YOU'
"SO WHO CARES ABOUT YOU FORMING YOUR VERY OWN I HATE xxxxxx CLUB?"
fucking contridicting pls
who will be so free to form a club specially for you?
fuck you dude
i dunno why things i talk abt today
makes me so damn fucking pissed off

2005-11-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

tamade cheebyeeeee
i hafta think of a new concept for my retail design
but im totally glad tt i've finish my autoCAD
praises to me pls
i help red in his residential design today
oh great
think i've better start my butt into doin my last assignment
craps
i have totally no idea wad i wan for my retail dudeee
my ear still pain leh the left one
i wanna watch tt exorcism of emily rose
but the sneak preview de no more
wahpiang
now i waitin for it to come out
den on the 18 im gonna watch harry fucker with of coz my fucking partner my bf
LOL!!!
pls no dirty minds allowed here
i juz love to call anyone a fucking assholes :D
i call myself one too
everyone is equal k?
if you are fat means u are meant to be fat
omg
i feel so less active now
i so wanna fall on the bed and slp now
yawnnnnnnnnnnns
i watch vcds today and so much junks to munch on
I CAUGHT INITIAL D !!!!

alright
i so wanna die now
kill me man

2005-11-07T12:51:00.000+08:00

i hate myself for who im
i resign my singnet contract
(:
10 mbps
ha
i think im mad
wad for i need to use such a fast speed for?
craps

2005-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

edits.
i was talking to jy den mich joined in
we had so much to craps about
den we just suddenly say everything out and
OMG!!
so much things to talk about
now i understand why jy wrote all those stupid stuffs in her blog
HAHAHAHA!
craps
anyway
is time for my own opinion time
no on in mind but i juz wanna say it out
sometimes i find guys are so hard to understand
especially those who thinks so great of themselves when they are definitely NOT duhhh
can you ever imagine your own boyfriend insulting you are fat or wad shit?
and they can actually take it as a joke?
seriously
i find its like so omg pls.
no matter how filthy you look or the way you react and stuffs
they wont even mind or wad shit
but i just dun understand why guys love to go for pretty and slim gals?
do they make a better gf or issit that when you go out with them
they will give you "face" ?
sometimes i may wonder
or maybe my frens too of coz
whats the point of getting into a r/s when you already know there is so much so much things to think about?
like bf over-caring too much for you?
bf getting so sensitive and possessive of you
and all those shit stuffs
it may be good in a way
but overdoing it cause many misunderstanding
when with someone
just love tt person for what he/she is
but not based on their appearance
cause it wont even last for long
people grow old
faces do change, attitude too
being a couple means overcoming all those shits you get from people outside

bugis walking today
with dad sis and bro
bro bday
had bday cake
yumz
went to eat prawn mee
but no sakae leh
kns.
but nvm
i bought makeup for myself
cost less than 50 la
coz i didnt get foundation
so mayb i'll be planning to save money for tt
and omg
i so feel like gg bugis street for shopping again man
so many nice accessories and clothings
WALAO EH!!!
levi's oso gt nice jeans
209$$ leh
damnit
i think i so gonna be broke
no money how to survive sia?
*jumps off
school tml
i dun feel like gg at all
arrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh ~
i juz hate the feeling of gg school now
i so feel like quitting school man
*crys !!!!!!!!!!

I HAD BLACKFOREST CAKE FOR BRUNCH ((:

just no words can descride what im into you
its just like a feeling that you have never experience before
have it been a fairytale beginning till the end
ups and downs we've overcome
the last will hold on and continue
every single breath i take
it makes me feel that i love you more each and everyday
<3>